haiz... updating again.. well nth much also.. been busy wit sch proj...proj..proj.. sian sia.. haiz.. n also meeting up wit my frens.. really miss them very much... nw everyone is busy no time to really meet up..

have tht very hard, wonder shld i cont wit him ant.. has been staying @ his home for e past days liao... hmmm have started communicating well.. he has been a gd boy.. come home after work & do cook dinner for mi.. haha.. company mi play games... company mi watch tv... company mi do revision.. company mi eat.. chat wit mi... tell mi bed-time story.. pat mi to zzz.. wake mi up to sch... hmmm bt is that e LIFE i wan??? it seems sweet bt den its like daily routine.. i dono y... he seems to be in my eye bt nt in my HEART.. no matter hw hard he try to put in... i still havnt accept...

wanted to end...
but dono how to...
scare of hurting...
scare of regret...
scare of losing....
HAIZ....... time will prove e.ting.....