Friday, February 03, 2006

mI & hIm

a StoRy aBt a BGR "JJ & Q.Z.Z>Cxxxx"

tats a gEr nAme JJ whO mEt Cxxxx tHrU a fOruM & mEt uP tHeIr 1sT dAtE @ bOaT qUaY, tHey haD dInNeR 2gAThEr. sHe haD FriEd rIce wHiLe hE haD hOr fUn, & pRoceed tO cOzy bay 4 a dRinK LatEr onz. fOr e 1sT tiMe, JJ feLt vEry wEriD bT cOmfOrtabLe wIt Cxxxx cOmPany. tHey chaTed haPpiLy aNd eNjoY e tImE thEy haD, & LatEr oN hE senD hEr hm. iT wAs sWeeT oF hIm aS aFtEr tAt hE haD 2 waLk hM hImseLf.

aFtEr e 1sT meEtiNg, sUbsEquEnt thEy wEnt oUt 2gathEr. JJ just heLd ontO hIs haNd wHen thEy wErE oUt, eVen thOugH they wEre jus puRe fRenS. theY wEnt fOr mOvIes, dInNer & "rOmAtiC"plAce. sOon JJ fOunD a jOb @ pARkwAy& wHeN sHe oFf wOrK Cxxxx wiLL cOmE dOwn & meEt hER... thEy maY LoOk LiKe cOupLe iN otheR ppL eYeS bT @ tAT pT oF tiMe tHeY aRe nT.. duRiNg wK eNds they wiLL haNg oUt fOr dInNeR & mOvIes & stRoLL.

wheN thEy aRe freE, tHey aLsO wEnT fIshErman vILLaGe tO reLaz & chaT & tHeY LiKe e bEaCh aLot tOo. nT LoNg aFtEr, Is JJ biRthDay & Cxxxx wAs wIt hEr, ceLebRaTiNg 2gAtheR wIt hEr fRens. tAt nIte she haD a gD tImE aFtEr sOO mAny yRs, on hEr aCtuaL bIrtHay wAs e gReAtEsT day sHe eVeR haD aFtEr sOOo mAny yRs oF bIrtHday.

hW they cAme 2gAthEr? JJ begAn tO faLL iN Love wIt Cxxx & hIntEd hIm. bT Cxxxx fELt iT wAs tOo fAst & dUe 2 e rEcentLy bReaK uP bT he aDmIt hE gT feeLiNgs 4 JJ. sOOn they wErE 2gAthEr..

aS usuaL, JJ wEnt 2 wOrk Cxxx wAS iN NS. tHeY wiLL mEet eVeryDay iN e LatE eVenIng. aLL e tImEs they had, JJ wiL eNjOy & aLwAys Rem. e tiMe, e pLaCe, e mOmeNt, e eVents, e Food, e cOnVersAtiOn tHeY haD, e tIngS whiCh tHeY shaRe 2GathEr. tIs mOmeNtS thEy haD aRe e beSt mOmeNts fOR JJ fOr e pAst 6yRs pLus.. bT ting jUs dOesNt wOrk Out weLL.. and dono Wat happEn tHey jUs eNd thEre.

aFtEr LoSIng coNtAct, JJ tRy HeR beSt 2 cOntAct Cxxxx bT hE jUs iGnOre hEr.. tiL 11mOntHs LaTer tHey mEt aGaIn. aLL tIs whiLe JJ wAs quiTe sAd oVer tIs cAse cOs aFtEr waItiNg fOR gW sOOo mAny yrS she finaLLy fOunD sOmeOnE whO LeT heR haVe e cOurAgE tO LiKe sOmeOnE. she reALLy tReAsuRe vERy mOment wIT Cxxx.

sHe LeArn tO aCcePt oNe pHarSe whiCh iS vEry tRue. "iF u LiKe sOmeOne, dOeSnt mEan u haVe hIm u wiLL bE haPPy aLL e wAy, aS LoNg aS hE is haPpy u bE haPpy bT wHeN u nOe hE is nT haPpy u wiL feeL sAd tOo" sO nW she jUs hOpe tAT Cxxxx wiLl jUs bE haPPy n RemaIn gd fReNs wIT hEr.

Wednesday, February 01, 2006

e Day i Saw hIm

LoNg TimE nEv uP-daTe... quiTe bUsy wIt sCh wOrk... sIan SucKs.. hAtEd sCh aLot... haha
weLL, chiNeSe nEw yR jUS oVeR Lor... hmmm haD a gReAt tImE tIs yR. sOmEthInG dIff Lor...

3Rd daY oF NY, wEnT kOr hOuSe.. eAt LuNcH & sEe mY gOd-nEphEw.. wOw hE hAs gRoW sOO bIg SIa.. 7mOntHs sO cHubBy, FaT & cUtE.. haha hE LoOk mORE Lah daO sAO... dEn @ tHeRe pLaY wIT hIm... sEE thEm sO xIn Fu.. haPpy fOR thEM LiAo...

deN wEnt tO bOoN hOuSe... weLL oN e wAy thEre.. nEv dId i eXpEcTed i sAw sOmeOnE.. whICh i nEv thOugH tAt i wILL sEe aGaIn... i sAw chrIs... WhEn hE bOaRd e bUs.. i keEp tInKiNg sHouLd i aPPrOaCh hIm aNt?? been tiNKiNg fOR awHiLe... dOn haVe e CouRaGe bT wAn tO nOe hW is hE??

eNd uP i caLL hIm... wE cHatEd aWhiLe... gT tO nOE hE is dOiNg fInE.. n LivIng weLL... aCtuaLLy i jUs waN tO eNd e.tInG thEre.. bT eNd uP gt hIS cOnTaCt nO... deN.. @ nIte smS hIm asK hIm gO dRinK.. wE mEt uP aGaIn.. n cHaTeD aLoT oF tiNgs.. gaLd tAt hE iS oK... i feLT cOntEntEd LiaO... nEV thOugH oF aSkiNg mUch tOo....sOmehW oR rathEr.. jUs dOn feeL gReAT Lor...

cOs.. wHeN i fInaLLy gIve uP oN hIm.. hE aPPeArE.. weLL tAts FaTe baH.. cOs FaTe LiKe to pLay mI ouT... haha. bt dEN aS LoNg i nOe hE is haPpy. i aM haPPy fOR hIm.. i juS hoPe i can bE a fRen whO caN staY bY hIs siDe.. i dOn aSK fOR mUch n neV tiNk oF aNythIng...