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WHAT IS LOVE??

LoVe IS BeT 2 pErSoN wHo cAn TrUsT & 4gIvE. It iS aLsO 2 bRInG tHeM cLoSe& StAy 4EvEr. ThEy mUsT uNdErStANd EaCh OtHeR FeLiNgs & sHaRe tHeIr HapPiNeSs & SADnEss & nT fIghTInG oR aRgUe oFtEn. As iT wiLL tUrn LOVE fROm SwEet 2 SOuR, So We mUsT tREaSuRe tHe tImE wE sPenT & nEV mEnTiOn BREAK. I LOVE YOU!


FOR THAT SPECIAL HIM!!

KnOwInG tAt iT iS iMpOsSibLE
I sTiL haVe FeELiNg fOR u
WaiTiNg 4 U iS aLwAyS WaT i WaN
LoViNg U iS nEv a WasTe oF tiMe
It iS aLwAyS WaT i WaNtEd
nO mAtTeR wHaT, I sTiL LOVE yOu
4 WhO yOu R & nT WaT U R


A sPeCiaL pLaCe In mY hEaRt mEaNt OnLy 4 U
e OnE & OnLY gUy i'm SO cRaZy aBt
i mAY bE a fOoL wHo's WiLLiNg 2 sPeNd mY LiFetImE LoViNg U
bT wAT i HaVe dOnE CaNnOt bE uNdOne
Nw wE maY bE fReNs,
bT i ReGArd yOu aS mY fREn WhoM i ReSpeCt & LoVe sO dEepLy

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bEeN dOwN LaTeLy...hAiz...Y LiKe tIs????

LaTeLy WeAthER bEgAn 2 ChaNge.. sHoiK sIa.. Is RaInInG nW... Is BeSt 2 StAY aT hM & sLAcK... haIz.. LatELy aLot oF tInG bE haPpEnInG... ActuaLLy tHouGh CaN bE haPpY wIt zHu zhu bT iT sEeMs wE dOn SuIt 4 eAch OthEr... sOmEtiMes wOnDeR y fAte mUst pLaY mI oUT... wHeN i Gt e COuRaGe 2 LiKe sOmE1.. iT sEeMs tAT wE wOnT eNd uP AnyWhErE... rEaLLy vERY sIAn LoR... i tRy sO hArD 2 4gEt GW & aCcEpt ZhU ZhU bT iN e eNd.. i tInK i ChOsE e wRoNg pATh... haIz.... hE rEaLLY dIsApPoInT mI aLoT....

eVeR sInCe tAT dAY... bEeN gOiNg dRInKiNg & dRiNkINg & dRiNkIng.. haIz... dOnO y SIa... i NoE dRiNk wOnT mI fEeL bEta.. bT ReALLy VeRY LoSt...dOnO wAT 2 dO... nW sCh IS sO sLaCk cUm nOt wOrKiNG @ e mOmEnt.. haIz..... i NEaRLy LoSt mY LiFe @ e bEach e OthER dAy bT LuCky sOmE1 SaVe mI.. i aLsO dOnO y i hAvE nO rEaCtiOn @ aLL... rEaLLy dEpReSs LaTeLY.... bT i quItE haPpY tAT i Am aWaKe LiAO... cOs tHuR wEnT MU i NeV dRiNk LoR... quiTe SuRpRiSe 2 mYsELf... mAyBe i nOe wAT i SHouLd dO LiAO... i rEaLLy mIss Zhu zHu LoR... bT dEn i cAnT 4gIvE hIm LoR.. iS aLL fATEd bAh... sO maNy yRs LaTeR fAtE sTiL pLaY uS oUt.. hAiz...

bIrThDaY cOmInG LiaO.. dOn tInK wiLL bE CeLeBrAtiNg baH.. vErY e LoW mOraL LiAO... nOtHiNg sPeCiAL 2 CeLeBrAtE LoR....

2 bE cOnT...................................................

LaLa mOoD.....keKe

hmmm wEaThEr sIbEi hOT sIa.. nW aDaYs nOoN cAnnOt gO oUt... sO i nW sIttiNg in e aIr-cOrN Rm oF mY dEaR dEaR hM LoR.... hAiZ aS hE Is sLeEpInG nw... mI wRiTe bLoG Lor... uP-dAtE LaStEst tIng.....

hMmm LeT mI see... sUn aS uSuaL gO cHuRcH LoR.... deN aFtEr tAt mEeT sHi gO wAtch ConSinItY sHow.. nT bAd Lor.. quiTe fUnNy iN bEt.. deN aFtEr tAt J**** caMe 2 mI uS Lor... wEnT 2 mDm WonG dRiNk LoR... e cRoWd OkIe Lor... dEn LaTeR gT oNe gUy cAmE oVeR cHaT wIt Us ... CaNt rEcaLL waT nAmE...nT bAd LoOkInG bT iS nT a spoReAn hAha.. tInK iS kOrEaN bah.. deN 2aM tOok UncLe cAb hM Lor...

WeLL.... dEaR dEaR mAyb aLwAyS bUSy wIt hIs wOrK n No tImE fOr mI... i dOn wAn MiNd...bT jUS hOpE hE tReAt mI gD cAn Liao.. i rEaLLy sCaRe oF ReLatIoNshIp... bEen hURt vErY dEeply... n Is nT rEcOvEr aLL tIs yRs.. e ScAR bEhInD mY bAcK & e cRaCk iN mY hEaRt dOn sEeMs 2 bE rEcoVeR... hOpEfULLy It hEaLs sOon...

hAiz.. mOn..Is rEaLLy mOn bLuEs SIa.... wEnT baCk 2 schoL 4 e CaSe LoR... LiStEn 2 wAt DirEctOr SaE dEn wEnT 2 sHi hM sLacK.. tiLL eVenInG dEn gO bReKo mEet jUdy... wOw kAo... i SaW hIm e M****** gUy... nEv eXpEcTEd i See hIm aGaIn.. hE wAs jUS sIttInG nExT TbL... i dOnO hE SaW mI aNt bT i tRy mY vErY bEsT to fAcE othEr dIreCtiOn... aWhiLe hE & HiS fReN wEnT oFF... hE haS ChaNge aLot... aLmOst eVeRy mOnTh i See hIm oNcE... sInCe dEc...hAiz...aCtuaLLy i hAtEd mYseLf Lor...

i rEaLLy tRy vEry hArd 2 pUt e pAst bEhiNd n mOvE OnZ fOrwArD... bT iT SeeMs fAtE iS pLaYiNg mI... i rEaLLy dOnO wAt tO dO... sOmEtiMeS i wIsH i cOuLd LoSt mY mEmoRiEs n bE rE-bOrn aGaIn...

haIz!!!!!!!!!!!!!

WaS iN a gD mOod....

hMmmm... tDy mOod wAs GrEaT..... Keke... weLL weLL... eVeNing mEet shi gO bUgIs (bReKo) eAt LoR... wHiLe wAitInG 4 ShI... i WaS cHaTtiNG wIth DaRRyL LoR... dOnO y i RaThEr gIvE e chaNce 2 dARRyL & nT 2 MiLk... haIz....LAtEr Onz... WenT 2 eAt pAsTa LoR.. nT bAd... yUmMy yUmmY... dEn LaTa dArryL aSK mI waN 2 AccEpt hIm.. Haha.. i aGrEe LoR... bT wHeThEr wE cAn LasT i DOnO LoR... jUS gO aHeAd 1St LoR....

dEn LatEr aRd 11pM.. bO gAy cOmE jOiN Us LA kOpi.. sIT tHerE tOk tOk LoR... deN 11pLuS... IvAn & aLvIn cOmE jOiN uS Lor... ChAt tiL 12pLuS.. bO gAy sEnD mI hM Lor... haIz... kEep ON tInKiNg tHaT i nEv ExpEcTeD 2 bE wIth daRryL... haha... den tIReD LoR... Zzzzz Lor....

LaTeLy bUsy!!!

hMmm LoNg tImE nEv uP-DaTe bLoG!!!!... LeT mI See wAt hAS hAPpEnEd....

15/2> MoRn wEnT 2 sunTeC wIt mOm 2 eAt LuNch.. dEn WeNt 2 e FouNtAin oF wEaLth.. donO wiLL iT wOrK aNt... jUs wALk rD 3 tImEs & mAKe a wIsH.. hOpE iT wILL cOmE tRuE...
dEn aFtEr tAT wEnT hM zZzz wAs vERy tIrEd LoR.... aT nItE wEnT 2 mEet hIm.. ChAt aLoT LoR.... haIz.. i dOnO wAt hE oR i rEaLLy wAn LoR...

16/2> wEnT 2 sChoL tiL eVenIng dEn aT nItE wEnT oVeR 2 shi hM... aCtuaLLy pLan 2 gO DbLo bT wE mEeT j**** iNsTEAd... wEnT 2 hIS sHoP.. dEn wEnT bOaT qUAy DriNk... aFtEr tAt gO hIs kTv pUb dRinK aGAin... sEh LoR..!!! wAs qUiTe HiGh LoR.... dEn wEnT tO wESt cOAsT LoR.... dEn nExt dAy gO sHi hM CoNt Zzzzz....

17/2> sLeP tIL 7pLuS pMn WakE uP...dEn wAtCh TV LoR... sLaCk tIL 9pLuS dEn wEnt dOwn hIs sHoP.. den wEnT 2 CLaRk QuAy(hOTtErS) eAt dInneR.. e fooD OkIe nIa... dEn wE WaLk 2 CHinA jUmP.. wEll tHeRe nT baD LoR... dRaNk AgAin LoR.. bT tiS tImE bEtA dEn yEst... LiKe e pLACe vErY mUch... aRd 3pLuS wEnT hM... QuiTe tIrEd....

18/2> whiCh iS tDy.. wAkE uP iN e nOon... dEn onz coMp nChaT aLL e wAy Lor... LaTeR mEeTiNg shi aGaIn... haha... gOiNg bUgIs sLaCk.. deN dOnO LiAO.... k Lah... cOnT aGAin..............

VaLeNtInEs DaY

haIz.. wAt a dAy sIa... tDy iS V dAy bT nO qInG Ren!!! jUs EnD wItH miLk a FeW dAyS aGo... weLL...Is oKiE LoR... sO hW i SpEnT tIS dAy... hMmmmm.....
mOrn wEnT 2 wOrK LoR... aS uSuaL dO wAt suPpOse 2 do.. dEn wEnT hM sLaCk aWhiLe.... dEn wEnT OrIentAL PArTy wOrLd WiT sHi LoR... sInG tiL 10pLuS dEn she wEnT 2 mEet aLvIn & iVan.. dEn mE gO mEet hIm Lor... aWhiLe nIA.. dEn Went hM zzzz QuiTe tIrEd...

haIz.. Tis e 5Th yEaR i sPeNt mY v dAy w/o a LoVeR... mAyB iS fAtE bah... gT nO CoMmEnTs oR any fEeLiNgs iNtO ReLaTiOnShiP.... hAvE nO fAiTh iN mYsElF..... LoSt aLL tRuSt... LoSt cOnFiDenCe.. LoSt....fEeLiNgs....

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NEW YEAR MOOD

yAwNs!!! wOkE uP wIt a hEaVy hEAD... daMe HaNg oVeR sIa!!! Is aNothEr yEaR of e NeW yEAr.... hMmmm tIS yEAr nUtTiNg spEcIaL... wEnT aUnTy hM oN e 1St dAy... sTaY ThErE tiLL dInNeR tIme.. dEn wEnT bACK hM... aT nItE wEnT 2 mEeT saLLy ,ChEng Yi & hIs FrEN.. wEnT 2 fIshErMan vILLaGe.. dRaNk a LittLe bIt LoR... dEn gO hM zzzzz

2nD dAy.. wEnT tEaChEr hM @ sEnJa wIth sHi.. dEn @ nItE wEnT 2 pLaY mAJoNg @ uNcLe hM.. oVeR aLL LoST a bIT LoR... mY eX bF wOn e mOsT... dEn hE gAvE mI cAb FaRe hM... hAha.. aT LeAsT nEV rEaLLy LoST aLot.. deN aT hM dRiNk...dOnO y LaTeLy LiKe 2 dRinK aLoT...

3Rd dAy... sLaCK aT hM.. dEn sOmEtiNg haPpEn... wEnT 2 hIs hM.. & fInD oUt sOmEtInG wHiCH i ShOuLdNt SeE.. haD a bIG aRgUmeNt... In e ENd i eNd uP eVeRyThIng.. nT bEiNg aNgRy oR SaD bT dIsaPpOiNtEd iN hIm LoR... hE bEg mI 2 stAY bT tOo bAd ... iS nT pT tO CaRrY onz... hE's a gD cAtCh bT dEn hE dOeS nT beLoNg 2 mI.. sUaI Le bAh...

4Th dAy wHiCH iS yESt... wEnt 2 wORK iN e mORn... e pLaCe wAs iN e mEsS sIa.. dEn sLowLy. EvErytHINg baCK 2 nOrMaL... deN Cy cAmE 2 mY hM n heLp mI dO mY haIr tiLL eVeniNg.... den eAt DinNeR @ s11.. dEn aT nItE wEnT MU wIt qUiRu, Shi, kAILiNg & hUbBy... sOmE tOoK uS iN n gT a gD pRiCe 2 oPeN bTL.... aGAin dRiNK.. haha... DanCE & dRiNk e wHoLe nIte.. qUiTe FuN LoR.. bT mU bEcOmINg bOrINg...deN qUiTe eArLy... dEn hE wAs At mY bLk wheN i ReAch hM... haD a gD tOk.. bT i stiL wOnT paTcH tInGs uP wItH hIm...wAs hIgh..sO wEnt hM zzzzz

b4 i sLeP... tInK aLoT oF tInK wOnDeRinG wHeN GW wiLL bE cOmInG baCK... reALLy mIsS hIm aLoT!!!haIz... jUs hAVe 2 wAIt LoR...

tO bE COnT..................................................

YaWnS...!!! iS e EvE oF nEw yEar... & i uP-DaTe wATs beEn happEniNg LaReLY.... As mOm iS pRePariNg e fOoD.. mI sIt hErE n wAIt tILL i bEen CaLL 2 eAt.. haha...

Hmmm... wAt tO wRiTe sIa..???? oHhh... SuNdAy wEnT oUt wIth mOm & dAd LoR.. WEnT ExPo 2 sHoP... deN LaTeR gO BeDoK bUy nEW yEAr tInG LoR.. nUtTinG mUch... deN At nITE mILk cOmE & fInD mI.. haIz... donO y JuS feeL wEiRd 2 b wIth hIm sIa... bT hE tReAt mI nT BaD LoR...

hMmmm mOn....wEnT 2 WoRk In e mOrnIng... dEN wOw kaO.. gT 1 nEw aUnTy thErE... sHe wAt aLsO dOnO aCcePt dO pAnCaKe.. wOw kAO.. eVery CoRnEr iN e shoP wAS iN a mEsS sIa.. haIz.. dEn i haVe 2 cLeAN uP eVeRytHiNg.. sIan... dEn aNdy cAMe iN aT 2pM.. wOooo hE rEsURe mI sIa.. dEn haPpiLY cOnT dO mY wOrk... aFtER wOrk.. haIz.. rUsh dOwn 2 sChoL.. COs mR Lim Say D.C wAn tO seE uS.. aBt tAt cAsE LoR.. haIz..
tOk & wRiTe a REpOrT aBt e iNcIdEnt.. toOk mI 2 hRs tO LeAvE e sChoL sia.. dEn wEnT tO mEeT aNdY 4 dInNeR.. & chaT LoR.... keke....dEn aT nItE MiLk cOmE fINd mI... i dOnO y e fEeLing vEry fUnNy... whEn i dOn c hIm.. i mIss hIm.. bT wHeN i sEe hIm.. i DoN feeL aNyThIng.. haIz....

nW..Is tUe.... pACk mY rM e wHoLE dAy... nOon mEet cHeWyAn 4 LuNcH... dEn cHaT cHAt... dEn gO hM sLaCk.. tiLL nW LoR... keke.. gT 2 pEn oFF... cOs Is tImE 4 diNnEr wIth mY fAmiLy... & tinK LaTeR wILL bE gOiNg oUt wIth xlg(zhixiang)... keke...


HAPPY NEW YEAR 2 ALL MY FRENS & HOPE EVERY1 STAY HEALTH & HAD MORE WEALTH

haIz......................!!!

nW aT mILk hM...dOiNg NuTtiNg.... wHiLE hE iS zzzz i oNz hIs ComP n pLaY coMp gAmE dEn wRiTe bLoG LoR... ...haIz... wAt dO i haVe to uP-datE?? hMmMmm tInK nUtTiNG mUCh....rEcEntLy miLk haVe bEeN cOnTaCiNg mI LOr... dOnO y? i jUs feeL hE vEry fAn LoR... bT iN e eNd i sTiL LeT hIm.. keke.....

yEsT mOrN gT aTTaCk... dEn wEnT tO hOspItAL LOr.. n rEstEd.. he wAs wIth mI... sUrprIsE Lor... dEn hE sAid i SO wEaK mUsT LoOk aFtER mYsELf... keke.. deN i wEnT tO wEnKanG sHoP tO gET mY tIngs.. sTay aT hIS sHoP aRd 1hR pLuS tO chAT.. LoNg tImE nEV sEe mY tIs bUdDy LiAO.. keke..

LaTeR tOoK bUs 197 tO pArkWAy 2 mEEt mOm.. wEnT tHeRe shoPpiNg Lor... afTer tat wENt oVEr wOrk pLaCe to gET SaLaRy fR andy.. haIz.. wHeN i ToLd hIm i aM quiTtInG, hE wAs vEry
SurPrIse.. bT tOoo baD tIs tIMe i gT tO gO... sOmeTimEs he rEmind mi oF GW... cOS i rEm wHeN e 1St tImE i sAw hIm....i GT a sHoCK cOs he LoOk Like GW.. haha...

aFtEr tAT mEet miLk LoR.. wEnT La kOpI wIth hIm & hIS fReNs.. haIz..wAnTed tO gIvE ChaNce bt dEn i ScARe iT wOnT tUrN oUt WeLL... We shaLL See bAh...hMMm aFtEr tAT dEn wEnt hM LOR...

sIaN.. LaTELy hEaLth iS nt gD LoR... donO wAt is gOiNg Onz.. DuRInG nItE LiKe vErY hArD 2 bReAth LoR.. oNz & oFF... sOmEtiMes i feeL y Nt eNd mY LiFe rAtHeR dEn sUfFeRiNg LiKe Tis.... i reALLy cAnOt tAKe iT ANyMOrE... sOmEtIMes i hOpE e aTtAck cOmE dEn dIe tIS mAnnEr bEtA.. keke.. bT iT seEMs eVeRyTimE i aTtack SUrLY gT SoMeOnE bY mY sIdE n bE tHErE 4 mI.. haIz

FeeLiNg dOwN LaTeLy

haIz... sIttIng in frOnT oF mY cOmp LisTeNiNg 2 mY fAv mUsiC.. dOnO y cAnt gET tO sLep sIA.. LatELy i bE mOoDy mOoDy.. dOnO y LiKe tiS.. i kEep dReAmiNg abT hIm(GW)... hE hAVe mIa sInCe dEc tIL nW... bT taTs sTiL nO nEws aBt hIm... y mUst iT bE mI aLwAys??

i tHoUgHt tAt i aT LaSt cAn sEtTLe dOwn wIth hIm.. bT hIs pROb hAs dRaG fOR 4yRs pLuS LiAO... i pRomIse hIm i dO mY beSt iN mY sTudIes.. n i reaLLy dO weLL LoR...bT i cAnt shaRe wIth hIm... wHeRe iS hE??? hEaRd fRom hIs fReN hE wEnT jAPaN...wOnDEr iSit 2 sEttLe hIs cAsE.. reaLLy hoPe aLL tIs wiLL bE oVeR sOon...

i fINaLLy fOunD mY dReAm gUy bT y?y? mUSt tInGs haPpEn wHeN wE aRe rEAdY 2B 2 gAthEr... Is nT fAiR LoR... haIz.. dEn tImEs fLiEs... iN a sPLiT seC iS 4 yRs pLuS LiaO..i bE wAItIng.. haIz... hoPefuLLy hE fAsTeR cOmE baCk.. i reALLy mIss hIm aLoT...

eVen thOugHt i toLd mY fReNs i gIve uP waItIng.. bT mY heArT stiL cAnt LeT gO!! i trY mANy wAyS 2 keEp mYseLf BusY bT i stiL tInK oF hIm.. haiz... i pRay hArd hE bE baCk b4 mY bD.....

BiZ..DaY

YaWns!!!! hMmmm sO tiReD sIa... bT sTiL mUsT wRiTe sOmEtiNg... WeLL.. tDy wEnT hOmE cLoThEs 2 sChoL.. kEke.. LuCky nEV gT cAught..haha... dEm COmPANy sHi gO bUgIS bUy tIng.. dEn mEeT aNdy gO wOoDLanD bUy sOmEtIng... dEn wEnT cHinAtOwn... shOp sHoP... dEn wEnT dRiNk LoR... kEke.. dEn wEnT hOmE bAH.. sIan ...nUtTInG mUch haPpEniNg... sLAcK aT hM LoR.. den Zzzz tOo tIrEd LiaO... haIz.. tDY iS XLG bD... dOnO wHeRe hE Is LoR... hOpE tAt hE iS wIth hIs Gf LoR.. hMmm.. tInK tImE tO zzzz LiaO...