recenty e past weeks havnt been good for me.. actaully b4 CHinese New Year.. started all tis prob.... i dono where to move on... or wat i shld do... use to be a happy little ger bt nw become a useless n meaningless ger... i have lost control of a lot of things... y is my life getting worst... n y cant i live a noraml life.... jus a simple n lifestlye.. i don ask to be rich.. i don ask for a good living.. bt jus a simple n pain lifestlye.. y GOD hasnt show his way...i don mind to suffer for family n frens bt how long more do i need to do tis to lead back a normal life????

i have no one to run to ... accept myself... haiz... FRENS???? hahahhahahahahahahahhahaha... i really wake up my mind..... frens are only meant for FUN... when u are down in trouble.. DO U TINK THEY HELP??? NO!!! they pretend to listen bt cant do anything... or i shld sae run far far away..well... i been thru such thngs... n noe it... n i dono whether i stil have a family.. a shelter.. a sch... a job to move on.... e.thing may jus drop from 100 to 0.....

e past few days have been going drinking.... n nearly lost my voice.... dono y..got no job.. cant find one... nth to do.. scare of gettng depression again.. so went drinking wit frens....well.. i noe e prob wont slove.. bt @ least i wont stess every single sec... i have a free mind for few hours.. ..... gt nth nmuch to sae.... tired... really tired....

over e past 4 days(18/3-21/3/07) STAR VIRGO.. 1st time going there.. we going penang and puket... took many pics... really enjoy tis bd treat...

18/3> 1st day on board.. check in @ 2pm den went to leave out lauggage in e cabin... den have our cocktail drink... after tat went to eat @ e 13th level cafe... n watch some performance... den walk ard e ship..explore some outlelts.. den headed back to room to unpack all our things.. den headed for dinner and casino and drinks @ one of e bar,,, den back to cabin to zzzz...

19/3> wake up 11plus den have outr lunch... den proceed to peanag offshore.. went for a few hours tour den back to ship.. den went to have our dinner den went casino ... den again back to ur drinks.. n dance... den back to cabin..

20/3> woke up 6plus for breakfast... den proceed to puket... e place was dame nice... den few hours tour.. den back to ship for our gala-dinner... e food was dame great... den again to casino.. n went for shows... n back to our drinks... haha.. den back to cabin...

21/3> was e last day.. so sleep til quite late.. den went for lunch.. n walk round e ship... den went for dinner.. haiz.. soo fast back to sg... sian.. b4 departing we went for drinks again.... haha.. e trip was quite fun.. n wish to go again... really enjoy myself.... below are some pics.. i took.... fr e cruise inside.. to the offhshore trip i go... n also most of all.. e FOODS... yummy.... e food really BEST sia.. haha.. n also e drinks lah... for e 1st time i drank soo many macargita....

the pics which i took in e ship...

e penage trip i went...

e puket trip i went...

most impt... e FOOD i had during my 4 days trip.... nev had such nice meals.....

Oh.. tdy is moi bd.... bt didnt feel anything great or excited... well yest nite chris meet mi for dinner bt den.. didnt say much for my bd.. don tink he rem.. well.. is ok... anyway is doesnt matter mcuh.. only a bd mah.. haha.. tdy as usual went to work.. 1st time i work on my bd.. wat to do?? need money cum no one celebrate wit mi... was not sad or angry bt disappointed cos nobody sms mi to wish mi... haiz... well.. thanks to sharon, denny and andy for their ang bao present.. i was sooo pai seh.. they jus give mi cash when they jus noe by tdy..

after work went to shi home... slack & sleep awhile.. den meet angeline & lisa for steamboat.. we went to bugis.. e place seem ok ok lah... so we tried.. bt e food there are werid.. haha..we took some pics ... and after having a hard time eating.. we call for e bills.. bt we stil balance some food.. so e person make us pay extra $2.00.. over all stil nt too bad... den after tat wait for shi to call mi... cos going down dragonfly...



@ last we reach st james... den as we enter e entrance.. gguess who i saw.. my TP lects.. (Irene Chan & some biz sch lect..) dEn we share table wit anoth group.. we open 2 btls in total.. drink til quite high.. loong time nev drink til like tat.. haha.. den gt to noe 2 guys and 1 ger... enjoy e life-band and dance... and we took some pics... keke... til e nite.. stil no one sms and wish mi.. well.. suai le bah...

e past one week had been busy working non-stop.. most of e time working 19 hrs of work.. 2 hrs of transport.. 3 hrs of sleep.. for a day.. n X 7 days..=???? wat to do.?? in need of $$$ super badly so jus work 1st... enjoy can do it ant day.. anyway i always suffer very ji lat den enjoy a bit... well my bd is coming liao.. bt didnt look forward it tis year... have a nt gd feeling bah... haha.. hmmm havnt been meeting chris so far... dono y.. jus don feel like... & jinhua has been calling mi... didnt tok much too... haiz...

@ Last Exam Are OvER...... bt a bIt dIsaPpOiNted in mY LaSt paPer.. gAVe aWay 30 marks.. cOs i didnt study e chap @ aLL.. haIz.. sUai Le bah.... afTer eXam.. wEnt tO ChInatOwn fOr LunCh wIT Ang.. haO.. teCk.. bOss.. Jj.. & Lisa.. dEn aFtER tAt i heAd fOr wOrk.. & e rEsT wEnt TO cELebRaTe LisA bd... hMmm Nth mUch tO uPdAte... fR tMl oNwArds.. wIL be deaMe bUsy WIt wOrk...