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Ho Ho Ho!!! iS chRistMaS.... sOOo fASt 1 yR haS pAssEd... stiL mISS LAsT cHRistMaS @ fIsHeRmAn vILLaGe wIt LaO-GONg & aLvIn e gRoUp.... tIS yR bEsIdE ceLeBrATiNg wIt mY fRENs.. aLSo haD a gAtherIng wIT mY cLaSsmatEs.... (bOon/tEcK/hAo/AnG/MiCh/Jj/XuE/JeS/WaTi/mE)

wE meEt uP @ cItyhaLL dEn wEnt tO mS & haD dInNEr... wE aTe pIZza sEt meaL... aS uSuaL.. wHiLe eAtINg sUrLY gT bLuR sOtOnG eNteRtAIN uS.. hAha...aFtEr dInNeR wE wEnT 2 eSpLaNdE ROof-tOP... wOooo iS sO cOoliNg bT sOoo sAd... e sKy tUrN dArk n sTaRtE tO rAiN.... bT LucKy wE sHiFtEd iNsIde fAst aS nT tO gET wEt uNdEr e RAIn.. haha
wE dRaW naMEs fOR e preSenTs...





aFtEr oPenIng uP aLL e pReSEnt.. WE tOok TonnEs of pIc.. haha sOme aRe vERy de fUnNy....

@ LaSt wE aRriVeD @ fIshERmAn vILLaGe... haD dRinKiNg sESsiOn..LoLz... hMmm 2 mIni-bArReL & 3 bTLs fOr e 3 ExTaz ppL.. LoL... tInK tHOSe gUyS aRe LousY dRinKeR... heARd tAT gT ppL wAtErfaLL..haha... weLL iT wAs qUiTe fUn aFtER aLL... waItIng fOr aNt cLaSs outiNg aGaIn...

e dAy sHe LeFt

HaIz.. LoNg LoNg TImE neV bLoG LiAO... bEen bUsy wOrKing e pAsT 2 mOntHs.. cUm sch jUS sTaRtEd... wOw kAO. iS DaMe sUckS Lor... e tIme sChedUL sOoo LoNg hRs sIa.. yAwNs!!!! haha... hMmm sCh As nOrmaL Lor.... tUtOr aLL dIff.. aLL nEw.. sIan sIa... i wAn e oLd oNe.. tHey aRe sTiL e beSt.... (",)

hMm mY sIS LeFt sG yEsT.... dOnO hw cOmE i dOn mIss heR bT wHeN sHe diSaPpEaRe fR e cOrNeR @ e AirPoRt.. my tEaRs begAN tO roLL dOwn... maYb tIs tiMe shE LeAvInG uS fOR a LoNg tERm.. taTs y gT sUch WeRid fEeLiNg... b4 sHe wEnt oFf wE haD a fAmiLy dInNer @ dOwntoWn... aS usuAL mOm fAV fOod pLaCe...



ChRisTmaS 05 FaMiLy pHotO

aFtrEr sHe LeFt.. e hOmE sEeMs qUieT.... aS i aM sELdOm @ hM Lor.. haha.. bT i tRy tO brInG mY paRents oUt oFtEn... hMmmm tO bE cOnT..............

nEw wOrKiNg pLaCe

hMmm LoNG tImE nev bLog.....weLL, i sTaRteD gOiNg iGi theRe wOrk LiAO... weLL e pLaCe thEre nt baD Lor.... e ppL aLsO qUitE fRieNdLY n nICe.... enJoY wORKiNg herE .. wIT LoTs oF LaUgHtErS & fUn...
wheN e 1sT tIMe i sAw e A.M iT RemInD mI oF chRis.... haha.. 1sT LooK a bIt sImILaR... bT LoNg LiaO... dOn rEaLLy LooK aLikE... dOnO y e.TimE sAw A.M i rEm chrIs... mAyb tATs cErtAIn tHiNg sImILaR... oR mAyB fAtE iS pLaYinG mI Lor.... haha.. i dOnO.....


mY a.M wHo LoOk LiKe ChRiS

bEen bUsY wORkINg nOn-sToP Lor... e,dAy wORk & WOrK.. dEn e.dAy gEt tO sEe hIm...den gT tIs gUy caLL J.S... hE qUite nIce Lor.. aLwAyS heLp mI...& dI sIaO mI... reaLLy eNjOy wOrkINg here...aCtuaLLy i dOnO hW cOmE gT a fUnnY fEeLiNg... oNe dAy wheN J.S wAs nT aRd... i suddEnLy tInK oF hIm... haha... mayb gT a cRuSh oN hIm bAh...bT dEn sOooN i nOe sOmEtInG aBt hIm... dEn i dRop e iDeA.... feeL tAt rEmaIn fReNs iS e beSt...

aCtuaLLy i aM cOnFuSe LoR..i dOnO wAt i wAn Lor... iN mY heArt aLwAys Lives gW... bT sOmehW aFtEr sO mAny yRs.. chrIs cAme iNtO e pIc.. gAvE mI hOpE & tRash iT... dEn A.M cAme iN.. bT iMpoSsinbLe... cOS iT rEpLaCe ChrIs... gT a cRush iN J.S... bT iTs oVer LiaO... cOs nO mattEr hw.. gW iS sTiL LivEs iN mI.... cHrIs..i tRyInG 2 gIvE uP... bT sOmeTImEs mIss hIm... wOndErInG hW LoNg mOrE cAn i hoLd oNz.. reaLLy nD tO bReAth....


gW... wOndErInG hw haVe u beEn n WrU ?????

Ro1 oUtInG

hMmm @ LaSt eXaM iS oVeR LiAO... tImE 2 tAKe a bReAK LiAO Lor... tDy e LaSt paPeR.... wOoooo , aFtEr eXaM wEnT oUt wIT mY cLaSsmaTeS Lor... We wEnT dOwN tO tOwn.. haD sEouL gArdEn 4 oUr LuNch... iT wAs fUn.. wIth aLL e LaUgHtEr n ChaT @ tHeRe...spEnd a fEw hRs theRe... dEn aFtEr tAt wEnt wIndOw-sHoPpiNg @ fAr eAst Lor... dEn wE wEnT 2 taKe gP pHoTo Lor.. haha.. wE pOsE LiKe sIaO sIa... aLL 9 oF uS squEeze iN ... dEn dEcO e pIc LoR.. qUitE LaMe dE LAh....

aFtEr tAt mEi mEI & jEs wEnT ofF.. LeFt e rEsT oF uS wHo wEnT 2 sTaR bUcKs fOR cOffEe... sIt thEre cHaT 4 aWhiLe.. dEn wALk tO cEnI.. pLay gAmeS.. haha. haD LoTs oF fUnS ..... tImEs fiLeS vEry fAsT.. iT wAs qUitE LaTe LiaO... sO wE wEnT hM Lor... hMmm on e waY... wenT tO mIt paTrIcK ... wE wEnT TO fIsHeRmaN ViLLaGe... had a dRinK & chat aLL e wAy... dEn wEnT hM Ard 2aM... hMmm wAs qUite tIrEd LiaO... dEn Zzzzzz

Its aNt sTorY aGaIn...

iTs beEn a LoNg tImE i haVnT uP-DaTe mY bLoG sIa.. bEeN bUSy wITh sCh pRoj & wOrK Lor... haIz... e pAsT wK eNd dId mAny tHiNgS bEsIdE sCh & wOrK.. mEt uP wIt mY dIdi & dANieL LoR... aFtEr saLLy bD.. wE sEeM tO bE cLosEr... dEn e OthEr dAy thEy cAme 2 mY hM & pLaY mAjOnG Lor... haha.. wAs qUitE fUn Lor... eVery 1 wIt cRaPs & LaMe cOmMeNts... deN jUs LasT wK wEnT pUbbInG wITh chRistInE & hEr fReNs... haIz.. sOmEthIng haPPEn tAT mAKe mI pIsS oFf....

sHe inTrOdUcE a gUy caLL aLvIn tO mI.. sAe aLoT of tHiNgs aBt hIm... dEn wHen oN tUE i sAw hIm... dEn i nOe wHo iS hE Lor... dEn aCtuaLLY he qUitE fUnNy Lah.. eNtERtAIn uS... & bULLy bY mE & baO bAO.. haha.. eNd uP wE eXChangE cOntAcT... bT dEn... wHeN Last sAt wE suPPoSe 2 mEEt 4 dInNEr eNd uP hE wEnt mOviEs wIT heR & meEt mE LaTeR aT e pUb... i nOE sHe dO iT oN pUrPosE... cOS sHe nT haPPy hE meEtInG 4 dInNEr .... i dOn uNdErsTaNd heR Lor.. if shE LiKe hIm.. dEn dOn iNtRo hIm tO mI.. . tAT nItE @ pUB.. dIdnT tOk tO hER @ aLL... aRd 3pLus aM... i & baO baO jUS wEnT hM Lor.... dOn wAn 2 jOin tHeM 2 aNt pUb... dEn aFTeR tAT nItE i nEV cOntAcT hIm... dOn tInK tAts a nEed....

haIZ.... i dOnO wAt i wAn LOr.... qUitE sIcK & tIRed oF mY LifE.... iN e pAst i aLWAys fEeL LiFe w/o GW iS mEaNinGLeSs tO mOvE oNz.. bT dEn sOme1 sAvE mI fR maKiNg tAT dEcIsIon.. & nW he aLsO iGnORe & mIA fR mI..... LaTeLY i rEaLLy mIss hIm aLOt... i dID LeAvE meS iN mSN & eMaiL... bT he nEv rEpLY... i dOnO wAt hAPpEn LOr... aFteR GW mIA.. tInK he is e onLy oNe cAN Let mI aCcePT a nEw r.s.... bT dEn wE eNd uP aLSo brEaK.... i dOnO wAT iS gD 4 mI.... mY faTe is So tERribLe sIA..... aFtER JH... he rEaLLy mY cUrSE sIa.... tOk abT hIm.. i dAMe aNGRY....

LateLy, he keEp meSing mI sAyiNg he LOVE mI aLot aLL tis yrS.. keEp aSking 2 gIve hIm anT cHaNce... i neV bOthER 2 repLY hIS meS oR pIck uP hIS caLL.... dEn he kEEp n sAyInG sUch rUbBisH tIngS... toLd hIm wE r iMpOsSibLE.. toLd hIm i gT bF aLsO nO pt.... dEn tiNk i saE sOmeThiNg haRsH e otHEr dAy... tiL nW hE aSk mI rEtuRn hIm e mOneY he speNt oN mi sIa... NEV sEE sUch a gUy Lor.... oWnseLf oNe tO pAy... dEn nw aSK mi 4 $$$$.... i pItY hIs gF sIA.... stIL iN e dArk dOnO wAT he is dOing.... haIZ... he reaLLy maKe mI vEr F******* pIsS oFf... haIz..........

weLL CaNT be bOThER LiaO..... 4 nw i jUs wAn tO cOnCenTrAte oNz cOmIng eXaM & wAit 4 GW tO cOmE baCK... i reaLLy wIsh i sEe hIm oUtsIdE & gEt hoLd oF hIm...ppL aSK wAT i LiKe aBt GW... IF hE reaLLy tRue tO mI.. he wOnT tReAt mI LiKe tIS... i eXpLaIn LiaO... bt nObOdy undErStand wAt i aM gOiNg thRu aLL tIS yrS beT uS... i pRomIse mYseLF i wAIt fOR hIm aNt yR.. neXt yR by mY bd he sTIL neV rEtuRN... i sHaLL gIve uP aFtER 6yRs pLus....oF wAitInG

sIan LiaO... k Lah.. pEn oFf heRe.. uPdaTe aNt tImE

wAt a DAY sIA.... gT mOod sWing

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wEnt dOwn F.E 2 gEt mY paY dEn i mEs him tAT i mIt hIm dUrInG hIs dInNeR brEaK... wEnt dOwn tO sUntEc tO pAss hIm e pResent.. bT dEn in e eNd sOmethIng cRoP up... wAS dAme pIss oFf Lor... he reaLLy mAdE mI vEry aNgRy Lor... i dOnO y i soOoo aNgRy tiL i cRy sIa... Long tIme dOn haVE sUch feeLiNg or eMoTiOn sIa.... bT iwaS reaLLy anGrY tiL nW Lor... i maKe e tIrp doWn bt tIs iS wAt i geT fR hIm... nt eVen a tHANks Lor..

hE caLL mI onLy wHen "sOmeOne" aSk hIm tO caLL mI... wATs e pT??? sIncE he dOnO hw to tReAsUre dEn i dOn tInK i nd tO bE nIce tO hIm aNymOre.... rEaLLy xIn sHui.... WeLL, iS tImE 4 mI tO chaNge LiaO.. tiNk i sHouLd ChANge baCk tO mY LasT TIme chaRaCtEr.. tO pLeASe mYseLf i wOnt tReat mI gd.... waTs e pT taT i TrEaT tHeM sO gd tIL thEy tAKe aDvAntAGe..... haIz.....

toOo be COnT ant daY................................... i shaLL sEe wAT wILL haPpEn tIs fRI @ heR cHaLet.......... haIZ...

LittLe LoW mOraL....

sIan sIan... tDy aLot oF tiNg hapPen Lor... hMmm aFtER sCh wENt tO wOrk LOr... aS usUaL dO my h.w iN e sHoP.. dEn wEnt hM sTaRigHt Lor...

haIz... dId sOmeTiNg Lor.... i sMs dAN & cOnfEsS hW i feeL... bT b4 i teLL hIm aNythiNg, i nOe e aNs Liao... cOS i saE aT e wRoNg timIng... bT aS mY chaRaCtEr i jUs sAe waT i WAN sTrAigHt Lor... dEn i toLd him eVErythInG & i gT e aNS fr hIm Lor... sOmetinG i eXpEcTeD Lor... bt is oK Lor... :) @ LeAst i nOe wHeRe i sTanD & nOe wAt i sHouLd Lor...
bT hOpe hE cAn gEt oVer hIs prob... eVeN tHogHt i hated hIm aLot iN e paSt bT tiL nw i tInk i sHould LEt gO Liao.. sInCe he mAKe e 1St move tO tok tO mi...

sOmEtiMes wOndEr iSit fATe pLaYinG mi oUt aFtEr sOoO mANy yRs... tinK timE fOr mI 2 sURrEndEr bAH.... kekekekekeke..... bT wAT eVER.... i gLad tAT hE Let go e pASt & aCcept mi aS a fRen aGaIn.... hope hE wiLL livE haPpy aGaIn... & nT iN his oWn wOrLd.....

gT tO rUsH 4 prOj worK liao.. up-dAte aGaIn bah....

dOnO wAt iS hApPeniNg

LateLy aLoT of tIng hapPen... gT a bIT sTrESs bT dEn stIL abLe tO tAke iT bah... bEeN sLaCKiNG dUrInG LeCt Lor.. nEv rEaLy LiSTen tO iT... dOnO y sIa... mAyb mOoD nT gD Lor... haIz.. sTrEss sIa..sO mAny pRoj cOmIng uP.... & tImE LiKe vEry paCk.. haVe to wOrk iN beT sOmemOre.. dOnO cAn cOpE aNt... tRyiNg vEry haRd....

fRi, wEnT tO fAr easT 2 wOrk... 1St dAy Lor.. overaLL sTiL OkIe... sALLy dAnieL cOme fInd mI... dEn aFtEr wORk wEnt espLaNdE tO LoOk fOr theM... sUrpRiSe tAT i manaGe tO tOk tO dAniEL aFtER sO maNy yRs & e tInG tAt haPpEn bEt uS.... tImE rEaLLy pASt vEry fAsT LoR.... quiTe haPpY 2 @@ hIm Lor.... bT den sAd fOR hIm cOs hEaRd hE & hIS gF bReAk oFf... haIz.. hOpE tInGs wILL bE bEtA 4 hIm soon... sUdDeNLy aLot oF mEmorIeS oF hIm & mI jUs fLasH aCrOss mY mInd... oNz hW wE nOe eAcH oThEr & hW wE gEt 2gAthEr tiL tHOse Fun wE uSed tO haVe tiL e day wE eNd eVerythiNg..... aCtuaLLy dId LiKe hIm aLot LaSt tImE bT tiL e mOmeNt wE aRguE i haTeD hIm aLot... bT tiL nw... i LeaRn tO Let gO e haTed iN my hEaRt.... =phaIz....

dEn cOmE SaT cOmE... aFter sCh wEnt tAmP mIt yAn & rYan... sAt dOwn @ sTaRtbUcKs & cHaT LoR.... dEn aFtER wEnT bUgIs mIt baObAO & saLLy... dEn sLAck @ mOs dEn LatEr mIt jUdY sLaCk @ breKo..hAha.. whoLe dAy sLaCK nIa...dEn 11pLus wEnt hM Lor... oN e wAy to mRt.. saW dAnieL Lor.... neV toK much dEn waLk awAy.... dOnO y tIs 2 dAys sAE him... a LittLe bIt oF uneAsy feeLiNg Lor.... bT dEn i nOe is impOsSibLe tO dO aNythIng Lor... keke...
yawnS qUitE tIrEd Liao.... haIz...cOnT tO bLog aGAIn.....

a bEtTeR DaY

yAwNs... wAt a tIrInG dAY sIa... weLL LoNg tIme neV iP-DaTe bLoG sO tAKe sOme tIme nW to dO iT Lor.... mOrN wEnT 4 wOrk LOr... bT wOrK tIL 4pM dEn wEnT ofF cOs sIaN Lor.. aFTeR wORk SaLLy & mE wEnT sUntEc tO mIT Cy Lor... wEnT tHeRe & haD oUr dInNer..
aS tImE sTiL eArLy We wEnT tO cArEfOuR..... sAw dAnieL wOrKiNgLor.. bT diDnT tOk aT aLL... haIz....
aFtER tAT, CY wEnT hM dEn wE waLk oVer TO mARiNa sQuArE 2 bUy bAg.... hAIz.. bT iS LaSt pIecE sIa.. sO WenT 2 BugIs tO bUY iNStEaD....hAha.. tDy wOndeRinG is wat dAY sIA.. cOs wE sAW iVan oUtsIdE mOS.. & e wOrSt tInG is hIs Ex gF iS aLsO tHeRe.. @ w oThEr cORnEr... hAha... den aFtER wE wEnT sepErATe wAYs... wEnT dOwN tO acCrADe, wE sAE jaCky... & LaTeR oNz.. aNdY caMe tO mIt mI @ MoS... haD a LoNg chaT wIt hIm, SeE hE has cHaNgE aLOt.. tATs gD Lor.... haPpy 4 hIm 2..... dEn e reST oF e dAyS jUs rOT aT hM Lor... don hAvE anY mOoD tO dO aNyWaY.... (",)

aCtuaLLy, i rEaLLy mIssEs GuOwEi aLoT aLoT.... mAyb sO fAr aFtEr aNdReW nO 1 cAn rEaLLy cAN tOuch my hEaRt sO muCh Lor... i nOe i bEen wAstInG aLL mY 5yRs oF timE wAitInG fOR hIm.... bT dEn oVer & oVer aGaIn hE LeT mI dOwN.... i'M tIREd oF havInG sUch ReLAtIOn wIT hIm... dOn wIsH 2 wAIt aNy LoNgEr.... hEaRt bRokEn LiaO.... nUtTiNg cAn bE donE... bT i jUs hOpE 2 hEaR fR hIm & @@ hIm b4 hIS bIrThDay.... jUs hOpE hE is dOiNG fInE & LivIng weLL, bT i dOnO i have tO wAIt hW LoNg mORe.... hE haD MIA fOR 7mOnThs LiaO... & sTiL nO nEwS FrOm him... wOndErInG he iS aT jAPaN sEttLiNg hIS tingS oR ....... haIz donO wHIch pArT oF wOrLd LOr.....

i haVe aLoT of tInG tO teLL hIm..... wAn 2 shaRe wIT hIm... wAt i pRomiSe hIm & i mAKe iT... wAn tO teLL hIm i mIsSeS hIm aLOt.. WaN 2 tEL hIm... tAt i haVe chaNgE to bE a bEtTeR pERsOn ... wAn tO tELL sOoOo mAny tInG bT he iS nO wHeRe tO be fOund... tATs y i wRitInG bLoG tO leT hIm sEe waT i aM gOiNG thRU...

mY oNLy wIsh nW... iS hE aPpEaRe b4 hIs bIrtHdAy.. 7*juLy... & b4 tAT i mUsT dO weLL iN my tErm TeSt sO tAT i Can sHow hIm mY gD rEsULt... sOoOo rEaLLy hOpE mY wIsh wILL cOmE tRuE.....

sIaN sIaN

yaWnS.. dAme tIrEd sIa.. b4 i jUmP iNtO mY bEd... dO sOmE uP-daTe hEre baH.. LoNg tImE neV bLog LiAO....

wELL, oVEr e pASt wK eNd wAS bUsy wOrkiNg cUm mItnG wIt oLD fREnS Lor... & sLaCk aRd bAh... dIdnT do mUch tInG oR i sHouLd sAE nOThInG sPeCiaL tInG haPpEn baH... dEn iS mOn aGAIn.. haVe 2 gO bAcK 2 sCh... LeCt wAs quiTe bOriNg sia.. neArLy faLL aLsLep..LoL... bT dEn dIdNt mANaGe 2 sLeP Leh..cOS LeCt kEeP LoOkINg aT mY dIrEctIoN..hAha...

aFtER sCh, wEnT hM sTrAigHt LoR.. & ZzZzz dEn aS uSuaL wAtCh tV cUm dO tUtoRiaL... sI bEI sIAN sIa... waT neXt????

dEn cOmE tUe wHiCH iS tDy LOr... aFtER Sch, wE had cLasS gAthERiNg aT pR pArk... hMmm eVeN it wAS nT sO WeLL oRgAnIsE bT dId eNjOy e gAmeS wE pLaY... & mOSt oF aLL i LoVe mOSt iS e pIzZa... wE oRdEr cAndIaN pIzZa fOR oUr LuNch.. tInK eVEryOnE iS LiKE a HungRy wOLf wHeN wE sAw JeS& sI hAo tOOk e fOod iN.. hAhhaHaa... aFtER eAtiNg, We WenT baCK 2 pLAy gAmEs aGaIn...& sLowLy oNe bY oNe LefT, hMmm tInK i LeFt aRd 5pM bah... & e rEsT jUS sTaY tIL dOnO wAT timE... bT oVEraLL sTiL haD fUn LoR...
LoOkiNg 4wARd 4 aNt oUtInG wIT e cLass... bT hOpeFuLLy tIs tImE iT's mOrE Fun.....

k Lah...wAn 2 zzzZzzZZ.. cOnT bLoG aBT sOmeTiNg haPpeN......

Sch STaRt LiAO!!! aRgH!!

hAIz... sch StARt LiAO LEh.. hMmm sO fAr e cLaSsmAte sTiLL nT bAd LoR... bT iS onLY e 2nD dAy oF sCh gT sO mUch oF tUt to bE dOnE Lor.. sUpEr sIaN Lor.. hATe hOmEwOrk..kEke... mAyB iN iTE gT nO hOmeWOrk so qUitE RelAz.. wELL sIncE nW iS e staRting oF e sch.. mUst wOrk vEru haRd on iT LiAO... tIS iS a pRoMiSE 2 mYseLf LOr.. nO mAtTeR hW haRd 2 StrUggLe mUSt gEt tHrU tIS 3yRs w.O sUb pAPer aT aLL.

hMmmM LateLy aBit sIan aLSo LOr... tRyiNg tO dATe chrIs oUT bT iT sEems tAT eVeR sInCe tAt dAy iT sEeMs LiKe hE sTarT 2 rEjeCt my dAte Lor.. dOnO wAT hAPpEn Lor.. sTaRtInG rEaLLy sTiL cAnt Let gO aLOt of tIng bT nW i sLowLy Let gO LiAo cOS i cAn See hE cANt be bOThEr abt mI aNymOre LiaO.. rEaLLy qUitE sAd Lor.. bt i prOmISe mYseLF tAT i wILL mOvE oNz... & cOnT tO dO wAT i sUpPoSed to do.. As 4 hIm, i rEaLLy hOpE hE cAn gET oVer hIs prOb Lor.. hE mAy nT sHow oUt bT i cAn fEeL it LOr.. as LoNg hE is haPpY i'M haPpy 4 hIm.. hOpE hE rEaLLy gET tHru tIS iNcidEnt....

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tO bE cOnT aGaIn.........................................................................................
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LeArN sOmEtInG nEw!!

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aS 4 nW, i jUs hoPe tO gEt tHru mY pOLy & dOn wIsh 2 eNtER aNy R/s duRiNg tIs pEriOd.. aLL i hOpE iS GW fAsTer cOntAct mI... jUS wAn 2 nOe u R dOiNg fInE n hapPy wIt uR LiFe, iM cOnTeNtEd LiaO...

tO bE cOnT.....................................

gIvE uP LiaO.....

hAiZ.... wAt a dAy sIa... yEst @ wOrK sO sIaN & nO SaLeS LoR.. WTF??? haIz... WeLL, yEst wEnt cLuB LoR... haIz.. aLot oF tInG haPpEn LoR.. bT wAs fUn iN sOmE wAyS LoR.. haha..

WeLL tInK i hAvE 2 gIvE uP hOpE LiaO Lor... i rEaLLy LiKe hIm LoR.. hE gAvE mI e CoUrAgE bT gAvE mI FaLSe hOpE 2... mAyb tAts mY fAtE bAh.... iS nT e 1St tImE Liao... y??? bEen vEry mOoD sWiNg LoR... dOnO wAt 2 dO LoR.... haIz.. dOnO Lah.. i aLsO sIcK & tIrEd oF wAitInG LiAO.. tOtaLL 11YrS LiaO... sO sIAN...


tO bE cOnT.......................

hAiz.... dOnO wAt iS haPpEnInG...

yAwNs.. jUS wOkE uP fR mY Zzzzz LoNg tImE nEv sLeP sO sHoIk LiaO... hMMmm wAt 2 uP-DaTe mY bLoG..??? LeT mI @@.... rEcEntLY bUsY wIT wOrK LoR... dEN tRy 2 mIt uP wIt oLD fReNS LoR...

FrI WeNt AFtEr wOrK wEnt 2 eAT wIT fAMiLY fOR mOtHeR's dAY LoR... wEnt 2 NTUC rEsOrT 2 eAT.. aFtEr tAt wEnt 2 mIT ChrIs & sLaCk @ WhItE sAnD Mac.. cHaT aLoT oF tInG... dEn wEnT hM LoR....

dEn sAt mEt ChRiS 4 mOvIe... hE cAMe dOwN 2 PP & fEtCh mI fR wOrk dEn wE gO oRcHaRd 2gAthEr.. qUiTe sUrpRiSe LoR.... wEnT 2 wAtCh KinGdOm oF hEaVen @ CeNi LoR... e sHoW wAs dAmE gD LoR... LiKe wAtChInG tIS kInD oF mOvIe... dEn aFtEr tAT We WeNt bACk Pr 2 EaT LoR.. & cHaT ChAT dEn gO hM....

sUn wAs mOtHeR's dAY... wAs @ wOrK LoR... dAMe SiAN Sia... dOnO y LaTeLY SaLeS nT vErY gD sIa... dAMe sIaN oF tIS jOb LiaO.. haIz.. sOmEmOrE PoLy gOiNg 2 sTaRt LiAO mORE sIAn sIa... nO bReAk At aLL...

aCtUaLLy LiKe tIS cOs aLoT bT dEn oN e OtHeR haNd gT a LoT oF pROb 2 sEttLE LoR... hOpE i CaN cOpE wIt It As i STUdY... haIz...

aS 4 hIm... i dOnO wAt i WaN LoR... i LeAvE eVeRytInG 2 fAte bAh... iF hE iS mEanT 4 mI hE WiLL bE minE iF nT tATs nOthInG i CaN dO LoR... bT i rEaLLy hOpE i sTiL sTaNd a ChAnCe LoR... nW mOsT wOrRiEd iS wHeThEr cAn cOpE iN PoLy aNt... sIan sIA.. 3yRs LeH....

nO mOoD 2 COnT LiAO....... sO wAIt 4 nExT up-dAte.......................................

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LaTeLy "hE"LikE tRyinG 2 LeT gO LiaO.. qUitE hAppY 4 hIm LoR... bT i rEaLLy hOpE hE WiLL gET oVeR it sOoN... & sTanD uP aGaIn... aS 4 mI.. i hOpE 2 bE bY hIs sIdE & aLwAyS gIvE hIm e MoRaL sUpOrT... jUs hOpE hE bE haPpY eVeRydAy & gEt On 2 LiFe.. PpL aLwAyS sAe eVeN u CaNt gEt e e oNe u LiKe bT aS LoNg aS u @@ uR LoVe oNe haPpy u R haPpY 4 tAt pErSoN.. mY FeeLiNg 4 yA wOnT cHanGe LoR.. haIz.. dOn wIsh 2 tInK sO mUcH LiaO.. jUs wAit & sEe hW tInGs gOes...

sIaN... gOiNg PoLy sTrAiGhT aFtEr mY eXaM.. aT LaSt i gOt tHrU mY 2yRs iN ITE.. nW iS anT bIg sTeP iNtO PoLy.. haIz.. mUSt sTudY aGaIn SIa... bT oK LaH... sTiL iS sOmetInG i LiKe vERy mUch. hOpE mY cLaSsmAte iS gD dE LoR... oR eLsE i d** LiaO... haIz.. 2 tIrEd 2 COnT LiAo...

ArGh!!!!

haIz... itS bEeN a fEw dAyS taT i dIdnT haD a gD Zzzz LoR... cOs oF pRoJ eCtS .. bEen rUShInG aLL rEpoRtS LiKe HeLL.. bT fInaLLy iS aLL oVeR LiAO...eVeRytHiNg haS beEn pReSenTeD & nW wAitInG 4 eXaM 2 cOmE LoR... haha.. nW jUs cOnCeNtRaTe oNz mY jOb 1St LoR..tIs fEw dAyS sALes aLsO nT vEry gd Lor.. haIz... wAt 2 dO sIa...

LaTeLy sTiL gT cHaT wIt hIm LoR... eVerYtHiNg sEeMs nOrmaL LoR... bT i rEaLLy hoPe hE gET WeLL sOoN LoR... dOn wAn @@ hIm LiKe tIs Lor.. is nT wORTh 4 sUch a gEr wHo dOn tReAsUrE u LoR... aLL i hOpE he cAn sLoWLy LeT gO LoR... aS 4 mI.. mAyb aLL tIs iS mY fAtE bAh.. gIvInG uP GW iS nT aN eASy mattEr LoR.. iT hAs bEEn 5yRs LiaO... sOmeTimEs i WoNdeR wHeRe iS hE nW?? tIS fEw mOnThS sInCe hE MIA, i FeeL taT iS nO pT 2 waIt aNymOrE LoR.. if hE iS mInE hE wILL bE mInE LoR.. tHOuGht tAt i fInaLLy fOunD sOmE1 i LiKe bT iN e eNd.... bT i'm haPpY thOSe sHoRT & sWeEt mEmorIeS hE gAvE mI.. tHoSe tImE wHEn wE wENt 2 fIsheRmaN, beAch & eVen e hIm 2 waIt 4 mI fInIsh wORk... thOSe bIts & pIeceS dEN LeFt iN mY meMoRie & heARt.. tHaNkS chrIs..

gT aNt gD nEwS... i gT iNtO e PoLy LiAO.. & iS mY fAv cOS ReTaIL maNaGemEnt... wOooo sO haPpy sIa... i MusT reALLy wORk hARd 2 gET e cErT.. wELL tIS yR sEeMs aLL mY wIsHeS cOmE tRuE sIa... bT OnLy gT oNe tInG dIdnT rEaLLy FuLFiLL LoR... bT @ LeAsT i gT e chaNcE 2 bE wIt hIm oNcE..haIz...

MoOd SwInG....

LaTeLy aLoT oF tInG had haPpEnEd... dOnO y sIa... WeLL i CaNt bE bOtHeR LiaO LaH... tIrEd aBt tINgS oVeR & oVeR aGaIn LiaO... i DoNo wAt hE wAn oR mAyb wAt i wAn LoR... aLrEaDy bRokEn hEaRtED LiAo... mAyb tIs iS mY fAtE bah... rEaLLy tIrEd LiaO... ReCeNtLy aLsO vErY sTrEsS aBt pRoJ.. dOnO wAt 2 dO & aLL tInGs haPpEniNg @ e SaMe tImE.. haIz... rEaLLy cOnCeRn aBt hIm.. wAntEd hIm 2 bE bEtA & nT 2 HoLd oN tO sOmeItnG wHiCh iS iMpOsSibLE LiaO bT i nOe iS nT eAsy.. iT tAkE tImEs... bT hE mAy tInK i aM bOthEriNg hIm LoR... sInCe iF LikE tIs.. dEn i ShOuLd LeAvE LoR... mAyb bY LeAvInG hIm wILL mAKe hIm fEeL LeSs pReSsUrE... iF tIs iS wAt hE wAn tAtS nOtHInG i CaN dO LiaO.... bT i rEaLLy dO hOpE wE cAn aT LeAsT b a gD fReN cOs hE iS a nIcE gUy iN mY heArT... dOeSnT mEaN ppL sAe u R BAD mEaNs eVeRyOnE WiLL tInK tAT wAy... LaStLY.. i rEaLLy hOpE i gT a ChaNCe Lor... tImE wILL pROvE eVeRyThInG....

tO bE CoNt........

haIz.. i nEarLy eScApE dEaTh sIa... wAs sEnT iN cOs oF sOmEtiNg haPpEn.. bT LuCkly nUttiNg SeRiOuS... wheN i wAs iNsIdE hE dId sMs mI sOmeItnG bt dEn i dIdNt gET 2 rEaD iT tInK wAs DeLeTe aWaY baH.. dOnO y FeLt sO dOwN Lor... bT iTs oK cOs uSed tOo LiaO nt e 1St timE... caLL hIm oN tUe nIte.. tOoK a vErY LoNg tImE 2 tinK sHouLd i CaLL aNt.. sCaRe hE iGnOrE mY CaLL aGaIn.. "i ToLd mYseLf iF hE iGnOrE aGaIn dEn i wOnT CaLL hIm EvER aGaIn". bT he dId pIck uP.. dEn wE haD a gD tOk.. i toLd hIm iF aNytHiNg tOk tO mI dOn eVeR MIA LikE tIs cAnT tAke iT... wE haD a vErY gD tOk.. & i CaN uNdErStAnD hW hE FeeL Lor... cOS i'Ve bEen tHrU sUch pAiN b4...

i WOnT gIvE hIm aNy pReSsuRe Lor... i WiLL LeT hIm sLowLy ReCovEr & hOpE hE wILL bE cHeErFuL aLL e tIme... tRyinG mY beSt 2 C hIm haPpY... haIz.. dOnO wAt 2 dO wIt mYsELf 2.... jUs sIt aLoNe bY mYsELf & dO wAt i Can LoR...

LaTeLy aLsO sTArT 2 gET tIrEd EaSiLy LoR... dOnO wAt iS haPpEnInG sIa... sO many tIng haPpEn aT e gO... haIz... aCtuaLLy i'M HapPy tAT i onCe wAs wIth hIm & tHaNkS 4 e sWeEt meMorIeS u hAd gAvE mI & aLL e LittLe tInGs dOnE.. iT hAd tOuCh mI aLiTtLe...

HaIz.. gOnE 2 b bUsY sOoN... havE 2 Rush fOr pRojEcT & wOrk... gD 2 bE bUsy sO i FeeL bEtA... nO mAtTeR wAT i wOnT gIvE uP eAsiLy...

iTs aLL **** LiAo

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haIz.. dOn haVe e CouRaGe 2 CaLL hIm cOs i nOe hE WiLL iGnOrE mY CaLL.. sO iTs nT pT LoR...bT i jUS wAn 2 nOe wAt iS hAppEnInG...??? aCtuaLLy i aM pReParE sOmEthInG is gOiNg 2 haPpEn bT i aLWayS TeLL MySeLf nUttinG wILL haPpEn.. haIZ bT dEn................................ rEaLLy vEry uPsEt Lor.. hEaRt rEaLLy vEry pAiN Lor....

LoST oF wOrDs........................e hEaRt bEaT sToPs........................^^..^^..^^..^^..^^.................!!!!!

Im dOwN aGaIn..... WTF??? aRgH!!

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i rEaLLy dOn uNdErStAnD y aM i aLwaYs bE e oNe wHo iS sUfFeRinG.. iF e ReLaTiOnShiP iS nT mEaNt 4 mI dEn dOn LeT mI FaLL iN LoVe wITh tAt pErSoN & iN e EnD i Am e OnE wHo gEt aLL e F****** hUrT LoR.. i HaD eNoUgH LiaO... iS bEeN 5yRs i GeTtiNg aLL tIs sHiT LoR... mAybE bUsY LiFe 4 mI iS sTiL e bEsT... bT oF cOs eVeRyOnE sTiL nD 2 HaVe sOmEoNe bY e sIdE 2 wALk With u 2gAthEr dOwN e RoAd... bT y aLwAyS sEeMs tO meEt a dEad eNd vEry FaSt... haI.z... ChRiS iS e 1sT gUy wHo iS vErY dIffErEnt fR mY pRevIoUs bFs Lor... tInK he iS e 1St gUy WhO rEaLLy LeT mI hAvE a nAtuRaL fEeLiNg & cHeEr mY dAyS uP & aLsO LeT hAvE e CouRaGe 2 taKe uP ReLatIoNshiP aGaIn.. bT i dOn uNdErsTanD jUs a sMaLL LittLe hE is iGnOrInG mI nW... i maKe e 1St mOvE LiAO 2 CaLL hIm bT............................................................................................................ dOnO Lah.... hEaRt sAnK LiaO... gT nOthIng 2 sAe LiAO....

dOnO wAt iS haPpEnInG hAiZ!!!

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sUpEr tIrEd cUm bUsY....

yAwNs... hAvNt bEen rEsTiNg WeLL LaTeLy... bEen bUsy wIth wOrk & mEeTiNg mY aIaI.. aT LaSt nW gT tImE 2 oNz cOmP & uP-dAtE mY bLoG.. kEkE....

hMm tDy gT nOtHiNg SpEcIaL LoR.. aS uSuaL gO 2 wOrk deN cOmE hM sTrAiGhT LoR... hMmmm LaSt wK eNd wAs wIth aIaI LoR... fRi i FiNiSh wOrk quiTe LaTe dEn mEeT aIaI @ WhItE sAnD mAc LoR.. dOwN tHerE eAt eAt & tOk tOk LoR... dEn wE wEnT 2 FisHiNg pOnD... kEke.. wEnt tHeRe tOk tOk LoR... SeE sTaRs sTaRs.. hAha..... dEn wEnt hM zzZzz TmL sTiL gT 2 wOrK eArLy mOrn... dEn sAt aFtER wOrK wEnT 2 mEeT aIaI. & hIs fReN LoR.. sIt AT sUnTeC cOfFeE bEaN dEn sEe tHeM tOk.. dEn aFtEr tAt wE gO eAt eAt Den wEnt dOwN 2 cHiNabLaCk cOs iS WaYnE bD LoR.. hMmm nT rEaLLy haPpEnInG Lor.. qUiTe bOriNg.. bT oVeRaLL sTiL oKiE LoR... dEn wEnT hM aRd 3aM..Haha..

hMmm dOnO y i fEeL vERy uNeAsY LaTeLy.. gT a kInD oF fEeLiNg sOmEtiNg wiLL haPpEn.. bT hOpEfULLy eVeRytHiNg WiLL bE fInE... i hOpE mI & ChRiS rEaLLy cAn rEmAIn aS LoNg aS wE cAn.. i DoN wAn aNoThEr .......... ReLatIoNsHiP... i rEaLLy vErY sCaRe Lor... bT i jUs eNjOy eVeRy bItS & PiEcEs wIth hIm bAh... aNyWay tHaNkS dEaR... u rEaLLy sTaRt 2 gIvE mI hOpE.. hOpE u wOnT bReAk mY hEaRt... hAha....

bEeN bUsY LaTeLy... sO haPpEnInG sIa

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PoEmS 4 U...

WHAT IS LOVE??

LoVe IS BeT 2 pErSoN wHo cAn TrUsT & 4gIvE. It iS aLsO 2 bRInG tHeM cLoSe& StAy 4EvEr. ThEy mUsT uNdErStANd EaCh OtHeR FeLiNgs & sHaRe tHeIr HapPiNeSs & SADnEss & nT fIghTInG oR aRgUe oFtEn. As iT wiLL tUrn LOVE fROm SwEet 2 SOuR, So We mUsT tREaSuRe tHe tImE wE sPenT & nEV mEnTiOn BREAK. I LOVE YOU!


FOR THAT SPECIAL HIM!!

KnOwInG tAt iT iS iMpOsSibLE
I sTiL haVe FeELiNg fOR u
WaiTiNg 4 U iS aLwAyS WaT i WaN
LoViNg U iS nEv a WasTe oF tiMe
It iS aLwAyS WaT i WaNtEd
nO mAtTeR wHaT, I sTiL LOVE yOu
4 WhO yOu R & nT WaT U R


A sPeCiaL pLaCe In mY hEaRt mEaNt OnLy 4 U
e OnE & OnLY gUy i'm SO cRaZy aBt
i mAY bE a fOoL wHo's WiLLiNg 2 sPeNd mY LiFetImE LoViNg U
bT wAT i HaVe dOnE CaNnOt bE uNdOne
Nw wE maY bE fReNs,
bT i ReGArd yOu aS mY fREn WhoM i ReSpeCt & LoVe sO dEepLy

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i rEaLLy tRy vEry hArd 2 pUt e pAst bEhiNd n mOvE OnZ fOrwArD... bT iT SeeMs fAtE iS pLaYiNg mI... i rEaLLy dOnO wAt tO dO... sOmEtiMeS i wIsH i cOuLd LoSt mY mEmoRiEs n bE rE-bOrn aGaIn...

haIz!!!!!!!!!!!!!

WaS iN a gD mOod....

hMmmm... tDy mOod wAs GrEaT..... Keke... weLL weLL... eVeNing mEet shi gO bUgIs (bReKo) eAt LoR... wHiLe wAitInG 4 ShI... i WaS cHaTtiNG wIth DaRRyL LoR... dOnO y i RaThEr gIvE e chaNce 2 dARRyL & nT 2 MiLk... haIz....LAtEr Onz... WenT 2 eAt pAsTa LoR.. nT bAd... yUmMy yUmmY... dEn LaTa dArryL aSK mI waN 2 AccEpt hIm.. Haha.. i aGrEe LoR... bT wHeThEr wE cAn LasT i DOnO LoR... jUS gO aHeAd 1St LoR....

dEn LatEr aRd 11pM.. bO gAy cOmE jOiN Us LA kOpi.. sIT tHerE tOk tOk LoR... deN 11pLuS... IvAn & aLvIn cOmE jOiN uS Lor... ChAt tiL 12pLuS.. bO gAy sEnD mI hM Lor... haIz... kEep ON tInKiNg tHaT i nEv ExpEcTeD 2 bE wIth daRryL... haha... den tIReD LoR... Zzzzz Lor....

LaTeLy bUsy!!!

hMmm LoNg tImE nEv uP-DaTe bLoG!!!!... LeT mI See wAt hAS hAPpEnEd....

15/2> MoRn wEnT 2 sunTeC wIt mOm 2 eAt LuNch.. dEn WeNt 2 e FouNtAin oF wEaLth.. donO wiLL iT wOrK aNt... jUs wALk rD 3 tImEs & mAKe a wIsH.. hOpE iT wILL cOmE tRuE...
dEn aFtEr tAT wEnT hM zZzz wAs vERy tIrEd LoR.... aT nItE wEnT 2 mEet hIm.. ChAt aLoT LoR.... haIz.. i dOnO wAt hE oR i rEaLLy wAn LoR...

16/2> wEnT 2 sChoL tiL eVenIng dEn aT nItE wEnT oVeR 2 shi hM... aCtuaLLy pLan 2 gO DbLo bT wE mEeT j**** iNsTEAd... wEnT 2 hIS sHoP.. dEn wEnT bOaT qUAy DriNk... aFtEr tAt gO hIs kTv pUb dRinK aGAin... sEh LoR..!!! wAs qUiTe HiGh LoR.... dEn wEnT tO wESt cOAsT LoR.... dEn nExt dAy gO sHi hM CoNt Zzzzz....

17/2> sLeP tIL 7pLuS pMn WakE uP...dEn wAtCh TV LoR... sLaCk tIL 9pLuS dEn wEnt dOwn hIs sHoP.. den wEnT 2 CLaRk QuAy(hOTtErS) eAt dInneR.. e fooD OkIe nIa... dEn wE WaLk 2 CHinA jUmP.. wEll tHeRe nT baD LoR... dRaNk AgAin LoR.. bT tiS tImE bEtA dEn yEst... LiKe e pLACe vErY mUch... aRd 3pLuS wEnT hM... QuiTe tIrEd....

18/2> whiCh iS tDy.. wAkE uP iN e nOon... dEn onz coMp nChaT aLL e wAy Lor... LaTeR mEeTiNg shi aGaIn... haha... gOiNg bUgIs sLaCk.. deN dOnO LiAO.... k Lah... cOnT aGAin..............

VaLeNtInEs DaY

haIz.. wAt a dAy sIa... tDy iS V dAy bT nO qInG Ren!!! jUs EnD wItH miLk a FeW dAyS aGo... weLL...Is oKiE LoR... sO hW i SpEnT tIS dAy... hMmmmm.....
mOrn wEnT 2 wOrK LoR... aS uSuaL dO wAt suPpOse 2 do.. dEn wEnT hM sLaCk aWhiLe.... dEn wEnT OrIentAL PArTy wOrLd WiT sHi LoR... sInG tiL 10pLuS dEn she wEnT 2 mEet aLvIn & iVan.. dEn mE gO mEet hIm Lor... aWhiLe nIA.. dEn Went hM zzzz QuiTe tIrEd...

haIz.. Tis e 5Th yEaR i sPeNt mY v dAy w/o a LoVeR... mAyB iS fAtE bah... gT nO CoMmEnTs oR any fEeLiNgs iNtO ReLaTiOnShiP.... hAvE nO fAiTh iN mYsElF..... LoSt aLL tRuSt... LoSt cOnFiDenCe.. LoSt....fEeLiNgs....

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NEW YEAR MOOD

yAwNs!!! wOkE uP wIt a hEaVy hEAD... daMe HaNg oVeR sIa!!! Is aNothEr yEaR of e NeW yEAr.... hMmmm tIS yEAr nUtTiNg spEcIaL... wEnT aUnTy hM oN e 1St dAy... sTaY ThErE tiLL dInNeR tIme.. dEn wEnT bACK hM... aT nItE wEnT 2 mEeT saLLy ,ChEng Yi & hIs FrEN.. wEnT 2 fIshErMan vILLaGe.. dRaNk a LittLe bIt LoR... dEn gO hM zzzzz

2nD dAy.. wEnT tEaChEr hM @ sEnJa wIth sHi.. dEn @ nItE wEnT 2 pLaY mAJoNg @ uNcLe hM.. oVeR aLL LoST a bIT LoR... mY eX bF wOn e mOsT... dEn hE gAvE mI cAb FaRe hM... hAha.. aT LeAsT nEV rEaLLy LoST aLot.. deN aT hM dRiNk...dOnO y LaTeLy LiKe 2 dRinK aLoT...

3Rd dAy... sLaCK aT hM.. dEn sOmEtiNg haPpEn... wEnT 2 hIs hM.. & fInD oUt sOmEtInG wHiCH i ShOuLdNt SeE.. haD a bIG aRgUmeNt... In e ENd i eNd uP eVeRyThIng.. nT bEiNg aNgRy oR SaD bT dIsaPpOiNtEd iN hIm LoR... hE bEg mI 2 stAY bT tOo bAd ... iS nT pT tO CaRrY onz... hE's a gD cAtCh bT dEn hE dOeS nT beLoNg 2 mI.. sUaI Le bAh...

4Th dAy wHiCH iS yESt... wEnt 2 wORK iN e mORn... e pLaCe wAs iN e mEsS sIa.. dEn sLowLy. EvErytHINg baCK 2 nOrMaL... deN Cy cAmE 2 mY hM n heLp mI dO mY haIr tiLL eVeniNg.... den eAt DinNeR @ s11.. dEn aT nItE wEnT MU wIt qUiRu, Shi, kAILiNg & hUbBy... sOmE tOoK uS iN n gT a gD pRiCe 2 oPeN bTL.... aGAin dRiNK.. haha... DanCE & dRiNk e wHoLe nIte.. qUiTe FuN LoR.. bT mU bEcOmINg bOrINg...deN qUiTe eArLy... dEn hE wAs At mY bLk wheN i ReAch hM... haD a gD tOk.. bT i stiL wOnT paTcH tInGs uP wItH hIm...wAs hIgh..sO wEnt hM zzzzz

b4 i sLeP... tInK aLoT oF tInK wOnDeRinG wHeN GW wiLL bE cOmInG baCK... reALLy mIsS hIm aLoT!!!haIz... jUs hAVe 2 wAIt LoR...

tO bE COnT..................................................

YaWnS...!!! iS e EvE oF nEw yEar... & i uP-DaTe wATs beEn happEniNg LaReLY.... As mOm iS pRePariNg e fOoD.. mI sIt hErE n wAIt tILL i bEen CaLL 2 eAt.. haha...

Hmmm... wAt tO wRiTe sIa..???? oHhh... SuNdAy wEnT oUt wIth mOm & dAd LoR.. WEnT ExPo 2 sHoP... deN LaTeR gO BeDoK bUy nEW yEAr tInG LoR.. nUtTinG mUch... deN At nITE mILk cOmE & fInD mI.. haIz... donO y JuS feeL wEiRd 2 b wIth hIm sIa... bT hE tReAt mI nT BaD LoR...

hMmmm mOn....wEnT 2 WoRk In e mOrnIng... dEN wOw kaO.. gT 1 nEw aUnTy thErE... sHe wAt aLsO dOnO aCcePt dO pAnCaKe.. wOw kAO.. eVery CoRnEr iN e shoP wAS iN a mEsS sIa.. haIz.. dEn i haVe 2 cLeAN uP eVeRytHiNg.. sIan... dEn aNdy cAMe iN aT 2pM.. wOooo hE rEsURe mI sIa.. dEn haPpiLY cOnT dO mY wOrk... aFtER wOrk.. haIz.. rUsh dOwn 2 sChoL.. COs mR Lim Say D.C wAn tO seE uS.. aBt tAt cAsE LoR.. haIz..
tOk & wRiTe a REpOrT aBt e iNcIdEnt.. toOk mI 2 hRs tO LeAvE e sChoL sia.. dEn wEnT tO mEeT aNdY 4 dInNeR.. & chaT LoR.... keke....dEn aT nItE MiLk cOmE fINd mI... i dOnO y e fEeLing vEry fUnNy... whEn i dOn c hIm.. i mIss hIm.. bT wHeN i sEe hIm.. i DoN feeL aNyThIng.. haIz....

nW..Is tUe.... pACk mY rM e wHoLE dAy... nOon mEet cHeWyAn 4 LuNcH... dEn cHaT cHAt... dEn gO hM sLaCk.. tiLL nW LoR... keke.. gT 2 pEn oFF... cOs Is tImE 4 diNnEr wIth mY fAmiLy... & tinK LaTeR wILL bE gOiNg oUt wIth xlg(zhixiang)... keke...


HAPPY NEW YEAR 2 ALL MY FRENS & HOPE EVERY1 STAY HEALTH & HAD MORE WEALTH

haIz......................!!!

nW aT mILk hM...dOiNg NuTtiNg.... wHiLE hE iS zzzz i oNz hIs ComP n pLaY coMp gAmE dEn wRiTe bLoG LoR... ...haIz... wAt dO i haVe to uP-datE?? hMmMmm tInK nUtTiNG mUCh....rEcEntLy miLk haVe bEeN cOnTaCiNg mI LOr... dOnO y? i jUs feeL hE vEry fAn LoR... bT iN e eNd i sTiL LeT hIm.. keke.....

yEsT mOrN gT aTTaCk... dEn wEnT tO hOspItAL LOr.. n rEstEd.. he wAs wIth mI... sUrprIsE Lor... dEn hE sAid i SO wEaK mUsT LoOk aFtER mYsELf... keke.. deN i wEnT tO wEnKanG sHoP tO gET mY tIngs.. sTay aT hIS sHoP aRd 1hR pLuS tO chAT.. LoNg tImE nEV sEe mY tIs bUdDy LiAO.. keke..

LaTeR tOoK bUs 197 tO pArkWAy 2 mEEt mOm.. wEnT tHeRe shoPpiNg Lor... afTer tat wENt oVEr wOrk pLaCe to gET SaLaRy fR andy.. haIz.. wHeN i ToLd hIm i aM quiTtInG, hE wAs vEry
SurPrIse.. bT tOoo baD tIs tIMe i gT tO gO... sOmeTimEs he rEmind mi oF GW... cOS i rEm wHeN e 1St tImE i sAw hIm....i GT a sHoCK cOs he LoOk Like GW.. haha...

aFtEr tAT mEet miLk LoR.. wEnT La kOpI wIth hIm & hIS fReNs.. haIz..wAnTed tO gIvE ChaNce bt dEn i ScARe iT wOnT tUrN oUt WeLL... We shaLL See bAh...hMMm aFtEr tAT dEn wEnt hM LOR...

sIaN.. LaTELy hEaLth iS nt gD LoR... donO wAt is gOiNg Onz.. DuRInG nItE LiKe vErY hArD 2 bReAth LoR.. oNz & oFF... sOmEtiMes i feeL y Nt eNd mY LiFe rAtHeR dEn sUfFeRiNg LiKe Tis.... i reALLy cAnOt tAKe iT ANyMOrE... sOmEtIMes i hOpE e aTtAck cOmE dEn dIe tIS mAnnEr bEtA.. keke.. bT iT seEMs eVeRyTimE i aTtack SUrLY gT SoMeOnE bY mY sIdE n bE tHErE 4 mI.. haIz

FeeLiNg dOwN LaTeLy

haIz... sIttIng in frOnT oF mY cOmp LisTeNiNg 2 mY fAv mUsiC.. dOnO y cAnt gET tO sLep sIA.. LatELy i bE mOoDy mOoDy.. dOnO y LiKe tiS.. i kEep dReAmiNg abT hIm(GW)... hE hAVe mIa sInCe dEc tIL nW... bT taTs sTiL nO nEws aBt hIm... y mUst iT bE mI aLwAys??

i tHoUgHt tAt i aT LaSt cAn sEtTLe dOwn wIth hIm.. bT hIs pROb hAs dRaG fOR 4yRs pLuS LiAO... i pRomIse hIm i dO mY beSt iN mY sTudIes.. n i reaLLy dO weLL LoR...bT i cAnt shaRe wIth hIm... wHeRe iS hE??? hEaRd fRom hIs fReN hE wEnT jAPaN...wOnDEr iSit 2 sEttLe hIs cAsE.. reaLLy hoPe aLL tIs wiLL bE oVeR sOon...

i fINaLLy fOunD mY dReAm gUy bT y?y? mUSt tInGs haPpEn wHeN wE aRe rEAdY 2B 2 gAthEr... Is nT fAiR LoR... haIz.. dEn tImEs fLiEs... iN a sPLiT seC iS 4 yRs pLuS LiaO..i bE wAItIng.. haIz... hoPefuLLy hE fAsTeR cOmE baCk.. i reALLy mIss hIm aLoT...

eVen thOugHt i toLd mY fReNs i gIve uP waItIng.. bT mY heArT stiL cAnt LeT gO!! i trY mANy wAyS 2 keEp mYseLf BusY bT i stiL tInK oF hIm.. haiz... i pRay hArd hE bE baCk b4 mY bD.....

BiZ..DaY

YaWns!!!! hMmmm sO tiReD sIa... bT sTiL mUsT wRiTe sOmEtiNg... WeLL.. tDy wEnT hOmE cLoThEs 2 sChoL.. kEke.. LuCky nEV gT cAught..haha... dEm COmPANy sHi gO bUgIS bUy tIng.. dEn mEeT aNdy gO wOoDLanD bUy sOmEtIng... dEn wEnT cHinAtOwn... shOp sHoP... dEn wEnT dRiNk LoR... kEke.. dEn wEnT hOmE bAH.. sIan ...nUtTInG mUch haPpEniNg... sLAcK aT hM LoR.. den Zzzz tOo tIrEd LiaO... haIz.. tDY iS XLG bD... dOnO wHeRe hE Is LoR... hOpE tAt hE iS wIth hIs Gf LoR.. hMmm.. tInK tImE tO zzzz LiaO...

haIz....

LateLy... vErY bUsY wItH tInGs So nEv wRiTE bLoG... hMmmm LeT mE @@ wATs haPpEnInG oVEr e wEeK... rEcEnTLy sOmEtInG haPpEn LoR... & PpL cOmE n Ask mI tO LeT e mAtTeR ReSt n dOn ArGuE wItH IT... WeLL i CAN 4gET e iNcIdENT cOs i Nt aS pETtY aS "IT"....

Hmmm aCtUaLy, SaT gOiNg tO hIs BD bT dUe tO sOmE tInGs, i nEv weNt.. i ThOuGHt i CaN tAke tIs tIMe tO CeLeBrAtE wItH hIm bT toO bAD LoR....i DoN tInK tHeRe WiLL aNOthEr cHaNcE LiAO... :(
mEeT chrIs iN e EvEnINg... wEnT 2 fOrUm La koPi.. DeN aT nIte wEnT bQ & cHiNa SquArE tHeRe tO dRinK LoR... haIz.. aLoT oF haPpEnIng tInGs haPpEn.. So pAI sEh... gT tO nOE a gUy.. hE iS nT baD LoR.. dEn ..... KeKE.. dON wAN cOnT LiAO.. rEaLLy pai SEh.. jUs sOmETiNg pAi Seh hAPpEn tO uS.. LoL...

dEn sUn... wENt tO cHuRcH dEn gO wORk.. wAsNt iN e mOoD LoR.. dOnO y... sIan... jUs reCaLL baCK yEst wAT had haPpEn iS sO fuNnY.. haHa...nUtTinG mUcH....

mOn... wAKe uP iN e mOrN, rEcEiVe a mES nO nD tO gO sChoL cOs r sUbjEcT i dRoP iS aPpRoVe..LoL.. sO haPpY.... deN sLacK aT hM LoR.. sHi aSk mI gO OuT wIth tHem bT i rEjECt.. jUS wAn tO bE aLoNe n sTaY aWaY fR tHeM... dOnO y tOo...???? dEn mEt a gUy fReN gO shOpPiNg awhiLe dEn sLack aLoNe haNgInG oUt thErE.. iS sOoO gD tO bE aLoNe... den... wEnt hM...
SmS hIm haPpy bD... reaLLy hoPE he Is haPPy wAT hE haS nW.. cOs tIS is e pAth hE chOse... bT iT dOn sEeMs rItE... haIz....

nIte fALLs, sLaCkiNG aLoNe iN mY cOzZy rOoM...tInKiNG oF aLOt of tIng.. nOtIcE tAT wHEn i LoCk mYsELf iN e Rm.. i wILL LiSTeN tO bLuE SonGs.... iTs rEaLLy vERy mEanInFuL.... dEN sUddEnLy tOok sOme wInE & dRinK Lor... jUS fEeLiNg mOody... LaSt tImE wHEn i nT haPpy oR vEry mOody... i CfM wiLL fIND hIm n tEL hIm eVeryThiNg.. bT nW iS dIfF LiaO... i haVe tO KeEP eVeRyTHiNg 2 mYsElf.... haIz...

tO bE cOnT.............................................

haIz... tIs fEw dAyS bUsY nO tiME 2 wRiTe bLoG.... hmMmm LeT mE SeE wAts gOiNg oNz.....LaTeLy aLoT oF tInG haVe bEen haPpEnInG.... hAiz.. bT dEn i aM sTiL bRaVe tO mOVe OnZ cOs i aM uSeD tOo LiaO... yEst WenT shOpPiNg wIth jUdY... haha.. bOuGhT a tOp n a bOtToM.. sO haPPy sIa... sHoP aT fAr eAsT pLaZa dEn wEnT cHinAtoWn mEeT sHi n SaLLy... dEn wE wEnT nITe mArkET n wALk... aRd 12 pLuS dEn gO hM.... nUtTinG mUch..... dEn aT niTe a CaLL cAme... n i FoUnD oUt sOmeTiNg Lor... ReCeNtLy gT tO nOe a vErY iNtErEsTINg pErsOn....IT="SOMEONE" sAw mY bLoG n Nt haPpy oF wAt i WrITE aBt "IT=BFA"... bT iS vErY funNy LoR... i nEv sAy baD aBt IT n maKe a bIg dIn...LiKe i sAY IT sO HORRIBLE... haha... dEn mY fReN aSk mI 2 DeLeT aWay... dO u tInK i CaRe... nOpe... cOs i nEv dO aNytHiNg sO y mUsT i !!! IT iS DaMn ChiLdIsh... bTh.. LeFT a mEs tInK i dOnO iS whO Sia.. STUPID PIG LaH... wHo eLsE!! oOpS i 4gEt PIG dOn hAVe bRaIn!!!!!! i HaVe LeArN a NeW QuOtE tDY.... LeT mE sHaRe wItH EVeRy1... "If u WaN 2 ComMeNt oN oThErS pLs rEfLeCt oN uRsELf fIrSt!!..." hAha... i TiNk iS sUiTs e WhoLe ScENiOr... hAhAhAhA....

haIz...eArLY mOrn wRitInG tIS bLog.... nW iN sChoL LoR... sLaCk LiStENing tO teAChEr tEaCh LoR... qUiTe bOrIng LAh.. haHa... vEry tIrEd sIA.. yEst... heArD wAt mR LiM sAiD tAT uSe 4th SeMEsTeR rESuLt mUSt wAIT 4 2006 dEn cAN apPLy IntO PoLy...haIz..... sOmEmOrE aT nIte... didNt sLeP WeLL LoR... cOs baCK vErY paIn Lor... dOnO wATs e PrOB aLsO????? waNteD tO gO @@ dOc bT tOoo scaRe tO nOE wATs e ReSuLT LeHz... haIz... yeSt LQW neV caLL mI bACK...SaD sIA... donO wAt iS hE dOiNg LeH!!!

sUdDenLy...i mIsS GW.. LaTeLy he haD aPpEaRed iN mY dReAMs.. WOndEr is hE cOmIng baCK aNt... nW i hAvE nO wAY tO fInD hIm LEh.... rEaLLy hOpE hE wiLL aPpEaRe AsAP... wOnDerInG hE iS he nW & whErE iS he??? dOnO sHouLd i wAiT 4 Him oR shOuLd i LEt gO???? vEry tRoubLE!! haIz... ArgH!!!!!!!!!!

bAck tO sHoP...

eArLy mORn wEnt tO chUrcH dEn wENt hm tO zzzz aWhiLE.. dAMe tIreD sIA... dEn wENt baCk to wOrk Lor.. haIz.. bOss aRd SIa.. bt hE vErY haPpy tO sEe sIa.. haha.. dEN he tEaCh mI nEw tInGs tAt haS cHaNge LoR... dEN oK LAh... sAW mY "LAO GONG" .... dEN mY sOn CaMe iN at 5pLuS Lor... qUitE fUn dUrIng wOrk, LoNg time nEv wORk wiTH thEM LiaO...aFtER wOrK gO hM zZzzz sUpeR tIreD sIa...

dOnO LaTeLY mY baCk sUdDeNLy vERy X100 pAIn sIa... cANt SIt oR bENd LoR.. fEeLiNg vERy tErRibLE Lor.. mOM SAid mUsT gO sCaN X-Ray... abiT sCaRE LeH... cos bAcK bONe gT prOb LiAO... haIz.. stiL wOndErInG wAn tO gO ant Leh..

wAt a Day sIa...!!!!

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KtV SeSsiOn

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SiGh!!

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aNoThEr mOoDy dAy

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oPeN sChOoL!!

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wEnT JB

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wEnT toWnEr

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nEw yEar dAy

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nEw yEaR EvE

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