Cant believe tat my actual bd was celebrated like tis.. went for movies after work.. den drop by billybombers to see tiansong.. .. after tat went clubbing.. @ MOS.. had a great time there... with e dance n drinks.. and ppl who i dono keep coming to tok to mi.. well tis is hw i actually celebrated my bd.. nev in my life i tht of that.. haha

den e next day. 15/3/08.. in the morn went out to the zoo... had a great time wit ah han, kelivn, and andy... took some pics.. bt a bit disappointed cos nt many animals are awake or more to see.. bt quite like e elephant show.. was funny n nice. thereafter, alex came to pick mi up @ amk and send home to change for my date... den send mi to orchard.. haha sooo sweet of him..

den met up wit kevin for movie.. STEP UP 2.. it was very nice and woooooooo e dance is power sia.. we even took a video of it. den after tat we stroll down to boders for BK.. after which he left to meet his frens.. n i went Luna to find nichols.. i cant believe it his mom n his mom frens keep wanting to see mi... i so pai seh.. bt went down.. had drinks n dance.. den after tat went home..

i dono when i startd to like someone... bt it seems tat he start to care for mi.. and say tat even no one be there for me.. he will.. haha.. i dono whether i stil can believe any guys anymore.. or even anyone... i really give up hope.. give up fate.. give up life... really lost of words or ways to cont wit life...

i learn to accept fate is not in ur hands... it is plan already and ppl need to go thru in a diff ways to live in tis world... we can only either avoid or work for it... n theres no 2nd chance to turn back... wats done is done... e only way is either not to repeat or improve.. haiz.. bt i am stuck somewhere... i try my best bt den i fail .... i reallly lousy... keke..

after all tis things have been happening... i come up wit my plans or wat move i wan to make..... i will be ant Juliet... n no longer e one which my frens will noe... since i live so miserable.. den i shld change to live happily... bt i will hurt others terribly.... once i decided to make tis move.. i cant turn back.. so shld i??? or shld i not???

Over e week had my bd celebration at the chalet... hmm although i am happy that it was alrite bt was disappointed tat most of my gd buddies are able to come due to some reasons bah.. well... at least i noe who cares and who dons...

on fri, went dbl o with jefferene, fida, diyana, andy, kelvi & alex... had drinks and dance.. thereafter, went for supper @ river vally den head back to chalet ard 5plus am for zzZzz.. keke.. den the next day was e bbq... was raining in e noon and scare it turn out bad.. bt lucky it was nt raining after tat.. had the gathering wit my frens and so... and nite e whole bunch came down after work.. keke.. had some fun there... and slept the whole day on sun.. was super tired...

tis past days haven been working non stop... mayb i jus don wan to anyhw think and also to make myself earn more $$$.. really tired as e.day work 19hrs... 2 hrs travel.. 1hr bath.. e rest is for zzzz... my body finally cannot take it.. n gt in contact wit virus.. n have high fever.. vomit.. cold. cough... all in one come 2gather... bt stil have to work lah... tats life... haiz... nth much to update...

celebrated my bd last week end.. hmmm was really in e mood for e celebration cos alot of things have happen... and i jus wan to thank for those who came and help me to prepare e.ting... and for those who promise to come and didnt come last min... i also wan to thank them... from tis pt i noe who really are my frens....

although it wasnt really tat fun which i hope to expect.. bt i stil enjoy those company and e presents i collected... all of it was great n nice.. esp my mei mei n yi long present... it was really beautiful and i will keep it properly..