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tdY dAme sIan... rUshIng 4 sOciO pReSEntAtIOn.. haIz.. wAS qUiTe nerVOus cOs dOnO waT tO sAe sIa.. beeN vEry tIreD oVer prOj 2 n nW pReSentAtIon. sian sIa.. bt tDy fELt tAt my gP dIdnT dO weLL sIa.. bT @ LeasT mR LeOnG nEv sAE aNythIng aBt mI, sO iS stiL sAfE.. LoL.. hmmm yEst tiL nW cant fInD mY bF.. tInK hE aLsO bEen tInKiNg tHrU oUR r.s bAh... i aLsO dOnO wAt i Wan sIa.. haha... haIz. nO mOod... gt tO gO Zzzzzzzzzzz
tDy aS nOrmaL wEnT tO sCh.. hMmm gT bACk MB cOurSE wOrK Lor. SurpriSe WE gt a B+ haha.. tIs kInd oF pIeCe sTiL cAn gEt Such gRaDe nt bAd Lah.. hMm dO tRadInG Lor.. bOriNg.. nO ppL aLL iS RMT ppL.. sIan. sALes nT gD tOo.. hOw?? hOw?? sTiL gT sOo mUCh LefT.. hOpe nExt 2 daYs wiLL bE bEtA... hMmm aFter sCh wEnt mEEt aLVin Lor.. cOmPany hIm eAT dEn wEnt hM.. hAiz.. sOo tIrEd dIdnt sLep weLL LaSt niTe. took a nap tiL 9Lus.. dEn waTch Tv tiL 11pm dEn staRt dOing mY preSEntaTion.. yAwnS.. hmmm den my Last tiMe eX caLL mI n chaT.. toK to hiM for 2hrs pLus baH.. he keeP sAyiNg i have cHange aLot coMpaRe 8 yrS aGo.. LoL... weLL tiNk he a bIt sIaO sIao.. asK mi wheThEr i stiL i Like hIm??? doeS he sTand ant Chance.. haha i rEject aLL e waY.. wAT is e paSt is e pAst.. i dOn beLieVe 2nd cHanCe.. dOn see taTs a pt... aNywAy.. LasT tIme aLot of tinGs happen.. dOn wIsh history RepEat.. haha.. dEn aFteR cOnt dO my SoCio. tiL nW. lOr.. i aLSo dOnO waT am i wRitINg.. haha. bt hOpefuLLy iS ok.. k LAh.. waN to kOon LiaO.. cOnt aGaIn.. hOpE tmL sALes wIL be bEta n bEta..
WeNt tO ChuRcH in e mOrN.. ActUaLLy rEaLy LiKe sUn aLot.. cOs eVeRytIme i SteP iNtO chuRch mY mOod ChaNge.. FeLy haPpy n ReLax.. hMmm mEt uP wIt sHi @ bUgis iN e eVeNiNG.. b4 tAt sAw jOyCe n hEr fREns @ sTarbUcks.. spEnt 2hrs pLus cHattIng @ tHeRe. dEn wEnt tO bUy cArd fOr jIe jIe.. hEr bIrdAy cOmiNg.. hoPe tAt tIs cARd cAn cHeeR hEr up... i nOe sHE did eNjOy @ e sAme tIme SUffeR quIte a biT there.. iT must bE haRd on hEr.. bt hOpe sHE be fInE.. oN e wAy hOme.. sAw aLvin @ mY bLk dOwnsTaiR.. haIz.. hE been waItIng fOr mi.. n wAnTed tO PatCh thIngS up... bt i sTil made mY stAnd tAt i dOn waN.. dEn hE keep pLeAsiNg mi.. dAme ARgH!!!! sPeNt toKiNg tiL 3aM n hE dOn Let mI hm.. WTH??? hE jus wAn mI tO gIve hIm ant chanCE sO i caN go Hm Zzz haIz.. eNd up i giVe in TO him Lor.. WTH Lah... i aLsO dOnO LAh.. jUS doN feL LikE wAStiNg his tIme. cos i nOe hE wOntbe oNe.. haha.. i aLsO dono..
tdy, haVinG sOcio tEst.. haIz.. ne reaLLy study fOr it.. gT nO mOod.. jUs anYhOw gUesS bah.. aFter tEst wenT hOme rEst aWhiLe den wEnt tO wOrk.. wAt a bOriNg tIme @ wOrk bt dO eNjOy sOme Fun thEre.. tInK onLy @ wOrk dEn i fEeL rELax aNd eNjoy.. wIT aLL e bULLy tO mY mAnagErs.. haha.. aLwaYs buLLy bY mE.. bT theY qUite fUn.. tdy dO fOod tAstIng n sLack tiL eNd of wOrk.. dIdnT wEnT aNywheRe.. sTaIgHt baCK hM aFtEr wOrk.. hMm wAs tOoo eXciTeD aBt e ResTuL fOR e sUpErbAnd.. wOooo MI LU BING WON!!.. tHey RoX sIa.. sOoo haPpy fOr thEM.. bT a bIt dIsaPpoInTeD in Lucify.. tHey dIdnt dO tHat wELL whIcH i eXpected.. haIz.. nVM.. @ LeaSt sAm gP wOn.. hMmm nOthIng mUch.. tIme tO bEd....
tdy after sch, went shi home lor.. stay til quite late.. do proj, company her.. haha...den went home.. as i was leaving.. my bf bro called mi.. n come n pick mi up.. on e way we did tok alot.. n he told mi my bf wit his frens @ bugis.. haha.. to my disappointment.. he lied to mi.. i dame sian liao..i sms him where is he.. he told mi he @ hm.. bt den i found out he is outside.. he lie to mi cos tat ger is there.. he don wan mi to be angry as he promise he wont be there if e ger come.. bt den.. wat can i do.. STOP him??? no no.. i don control ppl life.. so vice versa.. bt y he lie??? we had a big argumet.. n i decieded to end.. i jus feel very pressure lor... soo many tings have happen to mi.. n i cant able to cope.. hope tats someone there for mi... bt den tis happen... i nev depend on anyone b4.. bt den tis time i jus cant stand anymore.. been falling down soo many times.. try to stand up bt den is like useless... i also dono y.. how long can i stil cope... i hope e.,ting will be smooth sooon... so i can relax.... how i wish i can jus end here.. so i no need to carry such a heavy burden... have cont to torture myself again... i dono y tis happen again... since sec.. i been doing tat.. whenever i not happy.. torturing is e best medicine.. haha.. tink i going crazy.. i try i try to stop... stop... stop... stop....
tis few days been meeting C**** lor.. meet for kopi and dinner.. as usual lor.. drink n chat abt our life. wats has been happening.. update e.ting.. like tis time pass very fast.. noramlly spend 3-4 hrs.. haha.. dono y i jus feel is very diff feeling compare when we are 2gather....when i noe he gt gf liao.. i was nt tat sad bt den dono y feel uneasy.. i noe i don like him liao.. bt somehw don wish he to be wit other ger.. haha.. he have change alot lor.. is nt e one i 1st met.. is like he change overnite.. haiz... i dono isit gd or bad lor.. bt den see him planning very well.. gd for him lor.. @ least he noe what he wan... how i wish i was stil wit him sometimes.. cos he is a nice guy... bt den dono y..!!!! haha.... well well well........................
