I'm back in blogging again.. been rather busy wit projs and work lately.. haiz.. dame tired and sick of it.. havnt been sleeping well @ all.. when my gp memebers all sleeping soundly i stil working on it till 4 plus in e morn over a period of time.. haiz.. i was sooo piss off and disappointed of having such gp members... everything also dono how to do.. or else is give f crap work... end up i have to edit for them like siao... y cant they do their part earlier @ least we can discuss abt it.. all last min work... i hated gp projs lor... cos i will nev score of well cos of tat... n if i wanted to i have to do their work for them in e end... having mentally stress over tis period...

reflect back e time in ITE , i tink my gp members are more responsible and gave better report... mayb is e personality of e person bah... one more yr of studies n i don need to face such ppl... haiz.. wat has been done is done... wat to do... suai le bah... beside having stress in sch... also alot of prob have occured.. i have predict 2007 will nt be a gd year for mi... bt i surrender liao.. watever e ting tats going to happen or wat is e outcome.. i jus have to accept e fact.. nth can be control by me... no prevention.. no protection.. no support... wat also NOT..

e other day have an miscommunication wit Chris.. end up i was kena scold for nth.. tat was e 1st time he lose his temper n scolded mi !@$%%... was nt angry bt disappointed with him.. haiz... den lately also rejected jereko... i still tinking shld we cont.. even i have tht over that i will let go of GW liao... i jus accept e ans tat he have went back to Japan to stay bah.. n no longer returing back to Sg... in this case i can find my love on the other island...

yest... after work.. sally called mi.. ask mi to go choing wit ivan daniel and hui.. bt i rejected them.. although i feel like going bt gt my own reasons for rejecting.. haiz.. y i am unable to enjoy myself while others can.. been suffering alot and learning as i move along... mayb it doesnt benefit mi now bt in the future.. i alredy gave up my life and time to ...... i really hope is worth...

in 2007, i don have too much hope.. bt jus wish e.thing goes well and e.one stay healthy and happy.. haha.. as for myself.. i used to suffer den living in comfort.. so doesnt make a diff.. bt i hope my sickness can cure bah... n i stil can live another few more years.. :) and hopefully i can get to see GW ant time...haha...

1. Do you know where your dad is rightnow? WoRkIng Lor
2. Last time you hugged someone? u mEan bOy oR gEr??iF bOy (one month ago) ger(last week)
3. What is something you've learnedabout yourself recently? bEaR wIt oThErs & bE "NICE"
4. What color is your watch? CrEaM coLoUr..
5. Do you like anyone? i LOVE hiM(GW) 4eVer eVeN e HeArT bEaT dRoPs....
6. Are you close to your mom? OkiE oKie LoR.. pReFer dAD.. hE iS gReAt..
7. Where do you work? aLoT LeH.. hOLding 2 jObS..
8. What are you listening to right now? Ta yI dInG hE aI nI (F.I.R)
9.what do you smell like? sWeEt & pLeAsEaNt.. haha
10. What color are your pants? bLaCk & bRowN
11. Closest thing to your left? OpEn dOoR
12. What color is your bedroom? LiGht puRpLe
13. Do you have a chair in your room? yAp
14. Time you were born? Hmmm cAnt rEm bT i nOe iS mOrn...
15. Do you know anyone who is engaged? Hmmm ShArOn.. oN 5jAn.. sO sWeet
16. What's your favorite number? 14
17. Do you know someone named Lori? hmm Is iT a sHoRt fOrM??
18. What color is your mom's hair? bLACk cUm LittLe bLoNd
19. Do you have a dog? no... bT hAve a dOg mAsTeR... haha
20. Do you remember singing any songs as a kid? ya.. jOiNg sCh choIr
21. When was the last time you went swimming?hmm.. 5Mths aGO..
22. When was the last time you talked to one of your siblings? tIs mOrn...
23. Did you ever go to a camp as a child? yes, It wAs FuN Lah..
24. Do you like fire? hmmm pReFer wAtEr
25. Are you allergic to anything? eSpRing.. as tYpe oF mEdiCine
26. When was the last time you cried? WhEnEvER i tHt oF hIm...
27. Have you ever been to a spa? yAp... nIce...
28. Did you take science all four years of high school? nO...
29. Do you like butterflies? yaP.. thEy aRe bEaTuifuL
30. What is one thing you miss about your past? e Fun & LauGhtEr i hAve wIt e gP oF FrEns
31. Have you ever seen the school counselor? nO
32. Have you ever wanted to be a teacher? nO.. iS a bOrIng jOb
33. What is one thing you've learned about life? eNjOy wHiLe u CaN, TrEaSuRe eVeRytHiNg u hAve in hAnd..
34. Are you jealous of anyone? nO pOiNt.. GOD hAs hIs waY fOr dIff ppl
35. Is anyone jealous of you? tInK sOo cOs ppL aLwaYs sAe mY eyEs vEry nIce.. haha
36. Ever been stuck in an elevator? yAp.. wIt a CutE uNkNown gUy
37. What does your dad call you? JuLoR eLsE.. sMaLL oNe..haha
38. What does your mom call you? JuLi3t
39. What does you hair look like right now? mEsSy.. UgLy.. TeRribLe.. haha
40. Has a friend ever used you? yAp.. sOmeOne i TuRsTed aLot.. bT sUaI Le..
41. Has anyone recently told you that they like you? Hmmm gT..bt nT e OnE i Like.. haha
42. What have you eaten today? BrEaD..
43. Is your hair naturally curly or straight? sLiGhtLy CurLy
44. What is your favorite movie? ah ha... good qns
45. Who was the last person you drove with? nO Lic dRovE whO sIa?? gHoSt..
46.what r u looking forward to? FaStEr FiNiSh sTudIeS & cOme Out tO wOrk..
47. How are you today?TiReD & sIck...

Oh.. i'm back.. havnt been blogging.. due to lots of work to be done... haiz.. sick n & tired of everything... over e weekend was busy workng as usual.. haiz.. bt nw w/o eric ard no more fun liao.. oh ya.. tat day jereko mes mi and ask for ant chance.. he sae he wont mind if i stil have gw in my heart cos he will prove to mi.. he will replace gw in me... i also dono y i jus felt sad n confuse... i dono wat to reply and jus remain quiet.. haiz.. den mon was in operation.. sales slightly beta.. bt den also boring lah.. den as usual busy wit projs.... haiz.. stil gt some havnt even touch lor...

was dame piss of wit myself.. i make spoilt my comp.. e whole dame comp cant be switch onz... n i cant do my work.. hated myself sia... den end up borrow laptop fr my fren... den yest.. chris came over to help fix e internet ting.. bt end up he cant connect n help mi repair my comp... was sooo happy.. he fix it for... e.ting was back to normal.. n i can cont do my proj..keke..

as for jereko case.. i stil tinking wat i wan??? i admit tat i like him.. bt @ e same time i facing a lot of prob.. i don wish to be his burden and end up having argument.. i happy tat nw we remain like frens.. bt i noe he stil treat mi as his gf... wat shld i do??? really confuse & tired... k.. need to rush for proj.. wil update again...

tdy, i was nt in a gd mood... i also dono y.. jus felt very sad.. confuse... stupid... watever... i decided to end e r.s wit my bf... becos of a invisible guy.. i dono y... i noe e ans myself bt i chose not to accept and cont waiting.. cos deep down in my heart.. he lives in me.. n suddenly i also tink back abt e past.. tht of many things.. e EXs i have b4.. e company.. e laughter.. e happy & sweet moment... e sorrow.. e arguement we had share togather during our BGR... bt it seems everything has change.. they have move on & living a beta life.. as for mi... i stil prefer to stay in my shell and being a fool to cont waiting.. mayb tats e my fate & nt e life i wan to live... Anyway, thanks to these few guys who really share alot of things wit me.. & i learn alot of things on them.. They are e best bfs i ever had...

havnt been able to update anything, was busy wit sch projs n e 1st ave in sch.. haiz.. was dame piss off wit 02 class.. cos they didnt even do a proper stock check lor.. & i have one piece missing & dono fly to where sia.. haiz.. bt sales was getting better... oh ya.. i n boy bo more liao... tat day we have a gd tok... watever he sae i jus kept quiet... i dono wat shld i sae... he told mi to tink abt it, actually wat i wan.. if my heart can give him an ans den look for him again... bt meantime he wil cont to support in """" .....he said: " If i am meant for him, no matter how i will go back to him, no pt wasting time when i half-hearted"... actually i was quite sad when he said that.. bt after awhile i was ok & freedom again.. keke... i also dono wats wrong wit mi lah...

btw.. tis 2 days has been meeting up wit chris.. went for dinner and catch up wit each other... well.. well.. i dono y i gt such a weird feeling.. i tink i have given up chris bt somehw whenever i hear he toking abt his gf or his fren mention tat.. i nt happy abt it... i jus hated them toking abt his GF... really don understand myself....haiz....anyway i have set up a online-selling.. bt is nt fully settle.. bt jus take a look n support... add: fusion-wardrobe.blogspot.com

sat/sun........
been busy over e wk end... work..work.. work... and has lots of fun... and also preparing for e 1st ave on Mon... meet up with chris and have a good chat... den saw ru ji and his fren.. den he join us awhile...

tdy, 1st Ave opening.. everything was in a mess.. price tag nt up... inventory confusing... everything was in order... and do e briefing @ 12PM lah... and open e store @ 1220PM.. but lucky everything went smoothly... e opertation was a success.. we done advertising.. direct selling.. bt e traffic flow was very slow... haiz.. well.. sales was so bad... like $30 only lah... after sch went home.. den meet chris for coffee... til 10plud den went home.. hmm chatted wit shi and jun over e phone... den is time to sleep now...

haiz.. boy.. till nw havnt contact mi... i tink i noe e reason liao... mayb e feeling is true... watever.. tml i will call him if he don pick up den 4get it... haiz......

iS a nEw sCh tErm.. n theres alot of thing to be done.. 1st is e 1st ave.. 2nd projs projs.. n assement.. sooo many thing to be completed... e past two days, was busy with e set-up.. from e painting to interior fixtures and hanging of merchandise.. yest.. xue, jia and fiza came my house to do advertising proj.. fiza be e model and we took pics of her wearing e merchandsie and later they help mi with e price tag til quite late den after they left i went to do CRM online.. den went to slep.. as for tdy.. went to set up e merchandise.. everything has complete.. bt it seems alot of conflict in e store.. as alot of things are nt done cum soo many wan to do things in their own way.. haiz i cant be bother liao lah..hopefully mon can start operation..

hmm tdy ah boy suppose to be back fr overseas bt den he didnt even contact mi @ all.. so i went to call his hp and find out that he is back lor. nt really angry lah bt disappointed lor.. well watever ans or things that is going to happen i also surrender liao. nt going to be bother that much... kk gtg.. hope mon is a good day...

iS ant new year 2007.... have a great new year eve with my frens.. it seems like every year i will celebrate with new groups of frens.. cos most of my frens are settle down wit family & their partner & i am left alone again... bt always with new ones.. meet up with my working frens.. went to barcode for drinks.. open 3 btls chivas.. bt didnt drink tat much cos ny feeling well.. have alot of fun.. n when countdown time.. e whole place was in a mess sia.. everyone spraying e snow foam on everyone... n i took alot of pics.. lol.. it was soo fun lah.. den after tat cont our drinking n game session.. den later.. sally n daniel join us.. play til morn den went home.. den new year slep til quite late... den tdy went to work @ PS.. help peggy to look after e push cart til 9plus den went home wit sally.. haiz..