Fri>> nO sCh.. nO wOrK.. so ShoIk sIa.. haha... sO decided to go n cut my hair... was soo tired of my hairstyle... lol.. tink gt dono hw many months nev cut liao... sOoo went tO do SOmething abt my hair... e pic above is my new hairstlye... lol... hmmm at nite went to boy fren house... some watch VCD.. some play lajong... some play cards.. e rest jus sit there and do nth.. lol... nth much... to cont..

tdy aS usual go sch.. slack here n there den went home... @ nite meet chris.. company him go cut hair.. den went for dinner... hmmm felt tat we are really like gt nth to tok liao... miss last time we used to be talktive.. haiz... after tat he send mi hm... tats all......

Yan Baby gEr

Uenice baby boy n baby ger


Daniel baby boy



Time passed very fast.. eveyone has go seperate ways... i notice that most of my frens are really married & some have kids liao.. all my dearest kakis who used to go clubbing with mi.. or have known for nearly 10 years are ALL MARRIED.. accept mi lah.. haha.. hmmm sometimes do envy them wit loving hubby/wife and their kids.. bt on the other hand.. i stil prefer my FREEDOM.. i stil have my wish to fulfil.. and mayb i havnt met e right guy... is stil earlier bah... haha.. well.. i wan to THank you guys who have been with mi all tis years... even we nw grow up in a different land.. bt we are stil e BEST FRENS & FRENS 4EVER.. i really missed u all badly... & also love u all deep deep....
these are e ppl who have been thru wit mi e past 10yrs. thanks alot..
gals:( Uenice, yan, sally, judy, shi, liwen, wanping, vernice, xinyi, sharon, christine, may, abi, cai yun, joleene, veron, veronica, dao sao, jesslyn,peiyu,juliet,lena,stephanie, jie, kelly, qin, ke wei)

guys:( tiansong, wenkang, darryl, andrew, chris, quan er,andrew tong,
andy-kor,daniel-kor,dennis,shao ji, shao ming,edmund, edward, gary,
GUO WEI,ivan-didi,jack,james,jason,micheal-kor,raymond,sean,tyson,
& my hotels fren..-too many to list)

haiz... updating again.. well nth much also.. been busy wit sch proj...proj..proj.. sian sia.. haiz.. n also meeting up wit my frens.. really miss them very much... nw everyone is busy no time to really meet up..

have tht very hard, wonder shld i cont wit him ant.. has been staying @ his home for e past days liao... hmmm have started communicating well.. he has been a gd boy.. come home after work & do cook dinner for mi.. haha.. company mi play games... company mi watch tv... company mi do revision.. company mi eat.. chat wit mi... tell mi bed-time story.. pat mi to zzz.. wake mi up to sch... hmmm bt is that e LIFE i wan??? it seems sweet bt den its like daily routine.. i dono y... he seems to be in my eye bt nt in my HEART.. no matter hw hard he try to put in... i still havnt accept...

wanted to end...
but dono how to...
scare of hurting...
scare of regret...
scare of losing....
HAIZ....... time will prove e.ting.....

Has beEn Very bUsy LateLy sO nO tIme tO uP daTe... Hmm haVe a "SuRpRiSe" WeeKeNd... ovEr e wK wAs busy wOrkiNg bt aFtEr wOrk MaNaGe tO meEt uP wIt sOme fREns & aLsO my bOy..

e oThEr daY i CaUgHt mY ah bOy LiE tO mE.. hIs tRip tO maLaYsIa wAs cAnceL bT hE stiL sAe hE iS gOiNg.. cOs oF tAt i wAs nT haPpy n i aLsO LiE tO hIm. i sAe i gOiNg dRinKing wIt mY gf's.. (bT iT wAs mY eX)haIz.. (i aLwAys beLieVe iF u eVeR Lie Or dO sOmethIng wRonG u sUre to get cAtch) sUrpRiSe tO sEe mY bF & hIs fReN @ e sAmE pLaCe.. hE LoOk shoCk & pUt mI aWay.

He: How come you with a guy & nt ur gf's?
Me: Den how come you in Sg & nt Malaysia?
He: Last minute cancel de so they went drinking instead.
Me: Oh!! Last min CANCEL.. den my gf's also last min cant meet mi.. so my guy fren ask mi out mah.
He:Who is that guy?
Me: why you bother so much? I & him is only frens mah.
He: (don believe) and keep asking...
Me:(angry liao) STOP ASKING.. i hate ppl to lie to me.. jus go ur way & i go my way..
DEPART
He: (walk over) Hi.. care to join us together?
Me:(diao..diao..) Stare at my ex..
Ex: Anything lor.. i'm fine with it.
END UP JOIN TBL...& both of them start to talk....

i was very angry because he lie to mi... n i felt tat he lie to mi cos tat BITCH is coming to meet them lor... e next day i confronted him & he stil lie to mi.. den i sae suai le.. fr now onwards i cant be bother wit him & don wish to noe anything abt him... In e end he felt guity & told mi e truth... i was NOT SAD.. NOT ANGRY.. but DISAPPOINTED...

havnt been updating anything cos was dame sick n busy with sch n work .... gt a bad wk.... cos of sick... hmmmm recall wats happening...

wed> i posted abit but cont fr here... after sch went to boy house and his mom came over n cook for us... his mom cooking was great had alot of food bt 3 of us eat.. lol.. den slightly later i started to be more ill... down wit e stupid FLU and went to zzz awhile & later did i knew his mom boil chinese med for mi and my boy fed mi when i woke up... and later in e nite i was running high fever... n didnt slpe well... he was soo poor thing... he woke up every 2hrs to check my temp and take ice+water to cool my fever... so tat next day i am able to go sch.. he was sooo sweet.... & end up he fall sick...lol....

thur> was stil dame sick by e FLU bt fever went down alittle... manage to struggle thru out 9am to 4pm lesson... after went to west mall to check out the merchandise and had dinner @ jurong point... which judy & didi came to join me n wati... We had a great catching up wit one ant.. n end up @ coffee-bean chatting til 10plus den went home....have to thank my buddy for company all e way to west mall.. shes e greatest...

fri> woke early in morn bt stil dame sick til i cant go work.. sooo sad lah... oh ya.. e stupid CRM L..E...C....T... didnt open e link @ 11am lah.. wait all of us wait till 1130am and e news came ard sae her system down.. give her sometime to fix.. end up 1230pm she sae send e ans to her email.. WTF!!!! wonder she know how to log in early n check e system ant.. was sooooo sick n made mi wake up early for nth.... was dame piss...den @ nite went to meet boy... he was slightly beta liao... haha..

sat> was busy working fr 7am all e way till 2am... was dame tired lah.. cum i jus recover fr my sickness.... hmmm went home after having supper wit my working frens....

sun> which is tdy... hmmm was stil sick with bad cough.... haiz... didnt went anyway... was sleeping e whole noon til 7plus went for dinner wit boy and later meet chris for kopi... as usual up-date latest thing.... hmmm jus felt we becoming more like pure frens... haha.. mayb tats e best way bah....

as for boy... i stil don feel stable wit him... nth wrong wit him... bt dono y he jus cant be in my heart.. i noe he did alot for mi.. n he really treasure mi after soo many ting happen... bt den i jus feeling pressure... i still confuse... i stil have doubt... i felt lost... & i hope i can see the ans soon... give mi some time....

~Went to for LECT/MEETING/TUTORIAL~
~After school meet boy boy~
~Went shop awhile and he bought me a slipper cos mine tore off~
~Went home and his mom cook for us~
~Yummy!! Is so nice and got my fav~
~ His mom stay awhile after dinner and left~
~His mom seem to be social with me~
~ Hope everything is fine~
~ Haiz... Time for SUPERSTAR show now~


LOve BOy boy dEep dEep......

~~~BORING~~~
~~~STRESS~~~
~~~PROJECTS~~~
~~~WORK~~~~
~~~PROMISES~~~ I HAVE TO KEEP E PROMISE I HAVE IN HIM... ISIT FATED TO BE LIKE THIS??????
~~~~TIRED~~~~
~~~SURPRISE~~~ NOTICE SOME OF MY SEC FRENS ARE MARRIED LAST YEAR... Y EVERY ONE IS MARRIED WIT A GD FAMILY.. BT Y NT ME????
~~~SORROW~~~
~~~SADNESS~~~
~~~UN-HAPPINESS~~~
~~~HURTFUL~~~
~~~PAINFUL~~~
~~SOON EVERYTHING WILL GONE.... GONE WITH THE WIND AS HIGH UP INTO THE SKY~~

lately been busy with sch n work... soo long havnt up-date... hmmm well over e wk end was busy working bt enjoy myself... i really miss work cos i always have all e fun there n always looking forward to go in e wk end.. hmmm wasnt be able to meet boy boy tat much.. as lots of sch stuffs coming up.. bt somehw manage to see cos temp @ his place lor... after wat had happen i tink i learn to treasure him liao..lol.... bt den somehw i hope time can prove e.ting lor... cos sometimes i do miss gw alot.... jus dono y sia.... cos mayb he really have nt been out of my life bah.... oh ya.. met chris on sat.. & he told mi a secret which i dono shld i be shock ant lah... he went to a place n then he experience something he nev have b4.. haha.. he seems to be excited over it bt den i tink he also don feel gd after tat...lol... hmm sch start again tdy.. was dame tired lah... bt struggle to 4pm den went home... zzzz.. den @ nite meet boy boy lor... dono y felt sian bt when see him... sooo happy..lol..... thanks dear... i wil try to fall for u deep...lol.... (see how lah) k lah.. time to zzzz haiz.. tml 9AM LECT AGAIN..............

Celebrated Angeline 18th birthday, plan to sentosa and have a great fun.. jus like we used to have.. all e silly n stupid games but den it was funny & everyone had a great time.. after went to vivo city bt there wasnt much place we can eat... so walk ard and went to park mall... have our sushi.. we spilt into 2tbls... our tbl e guys(teck & boss) are great eater lah.. watever we gers cant finish they will eat... n dono hw many rds of tofu in e beginning...haha.. n lastly e birthday cake (orea cheese cake) it was nice lah... after tat cont to chat n take pic... & time to depart and go home.. zzzz below are some pic we took.

setting off

pics in the water

groups for the gamesmichelle/jj/teck/boon

before going to bath

birthday celebration