i dono when i startd to like someone... bt it seems tat he start to care for mi.. and say tat even no one be there for me.. he will.. haha.. i dono whether i stil can believe any guys anymore.. or even anyone... i really give up hope.. give up fate.. give up life... really lost of words or ways to cont wit life...

i learn to accept fate is not in ur hands... it is plan already and ppl need to go thru in a diff ways to live in tis world... we can only either avoid or work for it... n theres no 2nd chance to turn back... wats done is done... e only way is either not to repeat or improve.. haiz.. bt i am stuck somewhere... i try my best bt den i fail .... i reallly lousy... keke..

after all tis things have been happening... i come up wit my plans or wat move i wan to make..... i will be ant Juliet... n no longer e one which my frens will noe... since i live so miserable.. den i shld change to live happily... bt i will hurt others terribly.... once i decided to make tis move.. i cant turn back.. so shld i??? or shld i not???