i finally feel that when i am feeling down.. tats no one i can turn up to... mayb tats my fate n life bah... slowly i learn to accept that i shld cont to live in my own world and be left alone... i do not need any frens... any lover.. any help.. i feel like going back to my old footsteps.. mayb tat way i will be much happier and better... haiz... bt i will always be there for my frens when they need me...cos my heart for them is always pure. :)

my mood isnt stable any and i keep thinking abt e prob that i created... although nichlos and marcus ask mi to relax and stop thinking as the things have been done and i cant do anything. jus hope e.thing goes smoothly. wait till e result is out den decide... haha i cant believe they are e ones to be there for mi.... n i noe marcus will always do that.. he have been a listening ear for nearly 10yrs.. thanks dear.. i really touch...

my work was soo affected by my mood that i left work early yest to go home n rest... i jus feel like being alone... and i even give up working tdy cos i really low moral.. and wanted to find someone to tok.. bt den e.one seems to be busy here n there... suddenly i realise somethings.. friends are really company for fun and laughter.. when u really need them... no one is to be reach.. suai le... the title i already own -"Leave Me aLone" .. ..... .....