yest after work. went to find my da lao po... its been a long time i last saw her... stay @ her place chatting wit her and playing wit her 2 kids.. raven is so big already and very notti.. bt he's dame cute.. haiz... 4get to take pics.. den chat wit kor over msn also.. his son also very big and super notti sia. haha.. den chatted til 6plus den we went for dinner and shop @ tiong bahru plaza.. met up wit her two sis and ting li.. her sis child.. after dinner company them to shop and they bought clothes.. den after tat i went off..

i went walk walk alone... couldnt find anyone to company.. all my frens seems to be very busy.. either wit works, familys, or bf/gf... haiz.. so im left alone lor.. dono y jus felt so lonely for a moment.. as like when im down.. i couldnt find anyone to confront.. bt i am always there for my frens.. mayb its my fate bah...

i walk to fishing pond and sat there seeing ppl catching fish... and tht alot of things.. yest i ended e r.s wit boy.. although he don wan to let go.. bt i insisted.. i really do like him alot and willing to walk wit him down e road.. bt things always do happen.. i am really super tired of tis life liao... cant i jus have a proper r.s.. y must there always be a 3rd party come in bet... is my fate remainng singel will be beta??? tis time rd, i give up e,ting i built... i don wan him to suffer wit mi.. i rather suffer alone and be hurt alone.. although he die die don wan let go.. i jus ignore him...

To: you, ( words tat kept deep in my heart)
i'm really sorry.. i love u too much bt i need to let go as i don wish to hurt u and be hurt further.. i rahter end nw and bear all e pain rather than cont to suffer and left alone. i will still keep my promise to u.. bt u must be strong and make ur own decision.. don belive ppl easily or else u be cheat... as i no longer by ur side.. u must take care of ur health, rem to take ur meals.. sleep well.. and take ur med on time.. u must depend on urself and work towards ur goals.. thanks for e.ting u done for mi.. e times and moments u spend wit mi... u are e 3rd best guy i ever known.. bt too bad i cant be e one to walk down e road wit u anymore.. tats someone beta and u will slowly let go mi and accept a new one.. muakcs love u...