Tis few days alot of misunderstanding and argument wit boy... was nt really happy abt it and wanting to give up... i felt very tired to drag on and wasting his time... tat day we had a gd tok and said e.ting out... i wanted to hold back my tears bt it keep rolling down my cheek.. mayb becos i really like him and felt e pain in e way he treat mi... it seems e.ting little thing i did, he don even rem or put it into his heart.. he felt is common and like tat lor.. bt of cos to mi e.ting little things counts... so we say out wat we really wan and hw to improve tis r.s... e only sentence made mi re-consider is:

"if i'm nt serious in tis r.s, do u tink i will propose to u and tell my parents..? i did tis cos i finally found someone who can control mi and let me be happy.. bt it seems tat i let u down and hurt u soo deep and nev able to be there to protect u. my actions might nt really show u wat i mean bt i also treasure e times and things u did for mi.. i really hope for ant chance.. pls"

after hearing tis wat he say... i gave him ant chance and cont to improve in our r.s