i dono wats going on recently.. jus don feel very gd and very confuse and dono wat to do???? ever since alot of ting have happen to us.. i trying to give in and put in effort.. i very envy most of frens.. as they are either marry already or have stable bf.. although there may be argument bt @ least is someone u like by ur side... as for us?? is like a love test tat we have to go thru so complicated r.s..

i learn to let go Gw for a period of time liao.. and put my heart to boy.. i dont deny tat he is a gd catch but dono jus certain things we cant slove & be honest. when things really happen den e truth will spilt out.. but i always let it be... i am nt angry bt disappointed... u always say tat i didnt do anything for u.. bt have u tht of e little thing i did.. which i nev did in my entire life wit my other ex.. i learn to control my temper and be nice.. tat too much to list wat i did?? bt tat doesnt count??? if u tink so den be it...

wat u did for mi?? is nt wat i wanted?? when u make mi sad or angry... u use $$ to pay back.. is tis wat i really wan??? have u ever asked??? do u understand mi?? hw much u noe abt mi??? i really dono whats going to happen?? u propose to mi.. n tis is e way u treat mi?? haiz...


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