been busy with own stuffs.. welll... CNY is ard e corner but den i don feel any excitment at all cos... tis yr will be very diff for mi... no new clothes.. no new year celebrations... n it wont be a good year for mi.. although tis yr is PIG yr which is my year but beginning of e year soooo many things have happen.. watever it is.. i am used too liao... so be it...

tink i will remain to be a loner which i used to be in e past... i jus wan to be left alone.. n stay in my nutshell.. i don need love.. i don need frens.. i don need help... i don need anything.. i jus wan to be alone.. sooo.. i hope i jus die there w.o anyone knowing.. since e suffering is there for mi to bear i don wan to put anyone wit mi.... once i'm no longer here.. e.ting will be fine.... haha..haha...

as for jereko.. i'm sorry that we cant be 2gather anymore... i don wan u to suffer wit mi... thanks for e.ting u done 4 mi... i will pay u back asap... although i did like u very much.. bt i need to let go of u... it may hurt both of us.. bt time will heal.. sorry... watever things i promoise u... i will do it.. :) muacks....

e heart beat drops.................................................................