tdy, i was nt in a gd mood... i also dono y.. jus felt very sad.. confuse... stupid... watever... i decided to end e r.s wit my bf... becos of a invisible guy.. i dono y... i noe e ans myself bt i chose not to accept and cont waiting.. cos deep down in my heart.. he lives in me.. n suddenly i also tink back abt e past.. tht of many things.. e EXs i have b4.. e company.. e laughter.. e happy & sweet moment... e sorrow.. e arguement we had share togather during our BGR... bt it seems everything has change.. they have move on & living a beta life.. as for mi... i stil prefer to stay in my shell and being a fool to cont waiting.. mayb tats e my fate & nt e life i wan to live... Anyway, thanks to these few guys who really share alot of things wit me.. & i learn alot of things on them.. They are e best bfs i ever had...