I'm back in blogging again.. been rather busy wit projs and work lately.. haiz.. dame tired and sick of it.. havnt been sleeping well @ all.. when my gp memebers all sleeping soundly i stil working on it till 4 plus in e morn over a period of time.. haiz.. i was sooo piss off and disappointed of having such gp members... everything also dono how to do.. or else is give f crap work... end up i have to edit for them like siao... y cant they do their part earlier @ least we can discuss abt it.. all last min work... i hated gp projs lor... cos i will nev score of well cos of tat... n if i wanted to i have to do their work for them in e end... having mentally stress over tis period...

reflect back e time in ITE , i tink my gp members are more responsible and gave better report... mayb is e personality of e person bah... one more yr of studies n i don need to face such ppl... haiz.. wat has been done is done... wat to do... suai le bah... beside having stress in sch... also alot of prob have occured.. i have predict 2007 will nt be a gd year for mi... bt i surrender liao.. watever e ting tats going to happen or wat is e outcome.. i jus have to accept e fact.. nth can be control by me... no prevention.. no protection.. no support... wat also NOT..

e other day have an miscommunication wit Chris.. end up i was kena scold for nth.. tat was e 1st time he lose his temper n scolded mi !@$%%... was nt angry bt disappointed with him.. haiz... den lately also rejected jereko... i still tinking shld we cont.. even i have tht over that i will let go of GW liao... i jus accept e ans tat he have went back to Japan to stay bah.. n no longer returing back to Sg... in this case i can find my love on the other island...

yest... after work.. sally called mi.. ask mi to go choing wit ivan daniel and hui.. bt i rejected them.. although i feel like going bt gt my own reasons for rejecting.. haiz.. y i am unable to enjoy myself while others can.. been suffering alot and learning as i move along... mayb it doesnt benefit mi now bt in the future.. i alredy gave up my life and time to ...... i really hope is worth...

in 2007, i don have too much hope.. bt jus wish e.thing goes well and e.one stay healthy and happy.. haha.. as for myself.. i used to suffer den living in comfort.. so doesnt make a diff.. bt i hope my sickness can cure bah... n i stil can live another few more years.. :) and hopefully i can get to see GW ant time...haha...