Is gOing to e end of 2006.. soo fast ant year as gone... lately something happen to mi.. and i dono shld i be happy tat i am stil alive and recovering.. e past days..i have high fever , vomited and xian tu zi like hell lah... waterve thing i consume regardless food or water i jus vomit out... and my fever didnt went down @ all. i was dame f cold lah.. den also very hard to breath... @ e moment i really tink that i am going to die lah... nev have such experience b4.. den suddenly, i really hope tat i gone lor.. so i can no need to face anymore probs and rest in peace.. bt somehw GOD didnt wan to take mi away... he let mi recover n cont living... bt i really sick of living such life... i really prefer to be gone...

e other day, meet jes and roy they all to discuss abt e 1st ave ... i also didnt really hear wat they sae.. was dame sick.. n worst i couldnt control and vomited out and everyone was so shock and they went to buy something soure for mi to eat.. haha den later den went home to rest .. haiz..

Is chirstmas... christmas... yest had a gd time.. even tht is only 4 of us.. haha.. went to meet sally, cy, daniel @ MS to eat dinner... den after tat went shop shop... den after went to suntec coffee bean sit down & chat chat.. den after cy frens came over and find us.. den later in e nite i & sally went fisherman to drink.. can tell she is trouble abt something.. den we took train back to PR.. haha.. in e train is where we countdown our 2006 christmas.. haha.. soo fun.. & funny den after went blue hut .. order beer and food.. have a long chat.. since we havnt really been catching up.. den later winnie & star came to join us... we stay till 2 plus den went home..

as for 2day.. stay @ home and rest.. havnt been sleeping well.... and lately been raining like hell.. so stay in-door...

tdy.. went out with andy, marcus and sham.. went shopping and den went to ridwan house... den after tat went to meet chris.. bt den wehn i reach PR.. he sae he need to rush for a meeting last min n meet mi after tat.. so went to tamp meet sally.. have long john silver for dinner and walk e pasamalam.. bought some things... den saw SIS.. was dame piss of with her.. she made mi took off e branded watch in front of my n her frens.. she jus don wan me to wear as i wil spoilt it.. i was nt tat angry bt den sad as y she treat mi like tis.. as her own sis she can be like tis.. when she coming back to sg.. nev have any excitment.. cos gt her anot doesnt make a diff...jus like my family too...

i used to live in my own world... i cant be bother with anything... give up everything.. dono wat else to do... dame tired... sick of everything... as for dear.. i dono shld i carry on when he is back.. suddenly i jus feel like being alone... dono y... i admit i admire alot of ppl.. bt den i don wish to hurt anyone.. i rather hurt myself... ........... .......... .......... ........... ............... ............. ...................

hellloo..long time nev update liao.. been busy working and going out wit my working frens.. have alot of fun with them and all e stupid action they did to others.. haha.. have been to orchard, marina square and vivo city with them.. havnt have a gd time relazing and enjoying myself.. oh ya.. lately alot of ting seems to happen.. haha.. mayb is fated or wat lah...

tat day @ MS.. so qiao @ billybombers buying ice-cream.. saw tiansong working there.. have a chat and catch tings up wit him.. get to noe alot of ting have happen n also he is married wit that ger.. haha.. @ last he tell mi e truth... well well.. gd for him and hope he settle his case asap.. hmmm also chat with ediwn in MSN.. he also change alot.. he tht tat i hate him alot and dare not me contact all tis years. bt den wats e pt.. everything is in e past.. nw he has a gd gf.. hope he treasure her.. den saw my 1st ex.. chat for awhile and also find out tat he has nt divorce.. cos his wife don wan... he lie to mi... nearly went back wit him when he sae he was divorce... bt den everything is over liao.. jus hope he lead his life n don bother mi ever.. wat else.. i also saw one of my ex who is 10years older den mi.. haha. he is nw married with 2 kids. gd 4 him.. and we jus chat 4 ahwile den i went off.. it seems tat i get to see so many ppl after lost contact for so years.. bt y cant i see GW.. sometimes i wonder isit fated or he really went back to japan...

i really hope to see him again.. even tht e ans is negative which i knew ... i jus wan to noe he is doing fine.. @ least i give up happily.. as for Chris.. lately i also dono y i feel very werid towards him.. ever since i noe he n his gf argue and tat day @ orchard saw them... i gt very funny feeling.. i dono isit i stil gt feeling for him and when i see him not happy i don feel gd.. i jus hope he can be like last time.. always giving a lame look and always looking happy.. even tht i cant be by his side nw & 4ever.. bt i will give him moral support and be there for him anytime.

1st row> @ barcode 2nd row>took during shopping 3rd row> b4 going shopping
thur>been busy wit work since e last paper of e term-test.. went out wit classmates after thur paper.. went shopping... den after tat went to boat quay..(barcode).. vernice is working there.. haiz to my surprise i saw someone which i dono shld i hate or love.. when i open e door.. i saw ERIC.. was dame shock lah.. after sooo many years has pass, don expct to see him again.. den i tok to him for awhile.. b4 joining e rest @ e table.. dono y jus feel very werid lor.. haha.. suddenly.. i jus recall our past.. well... well... is e past liao... e whole pub was only us lah. cos is only 8plus.. we order chivas and start e singing competition bet hao n lisa.. haha.. e rest of us.. busy playing cards game and pool.. den later vernice came to work.. catch up wit her as i long time nev see her liao.. later slowly more n more ppl came in.. n later her e other boss came in(tony).. so qiao lor.. i also noe him lah..is also been years lor.. i noe him since i was 12years old.. haha. used to hang out bt later all lost contact.. y in e world after sooo many years i stil gt chance to see them again.. b y i cant get to see GW again. he also MIA soo long liao.. y it turn out like tis...

fri> went back to work @ last.. dame happy lah.. can see all e monkeys there.. haha.. den after work went to eat supper with macus, andy and riduan.. den took cab home.. n zzz

sat> early morn went to work.. dame tired sia.. didnt sleep @ all lah.. den @ work i also took a nap awhile. den is time to go home liao... time pass very fast.. after work went K-box(parklane) with anydy and cy.. was quite fun and sing sing all e way.. tat tis waiter e service was very good. bt den is a MIC.. den later we order hot drinks.. tis waitress dame fucking att lah.. shouted her repeat order @ us.. andy was dame piss off lah. later go complaint to e manager in charge... den they apologise to us.. after tat.. 8plus went home lor.. all e way went to meet sally, cheng yi, michelle and alfred.. den after tat i went to meet my ex lah.. haiz.. den chris call mi. bt den i didnt pick up lor.. den went home to zzz

sun> as ususal went to church and den to work.. haha.. really have alot of fun and laughter @ work. really miss them alot... den after work.. e whole gang of us went for supper... den chat awhile den go home lah... oh ya.. my sis is coming back on tue... yuppie.. so happy to see her again.. time pass real fast.. 1 year liao. n she is back..and waiting for all my nice nice clothing.. haha.. thanks sis... m

havnt been updating cos exam period.. busy studying n play hard.. keke.. hmm nth much to update.. jus tat over the week was preparing for exam.. met up with sally cy and chris over e wk end.. i tink chris had an argument with his gf.. when his gf call.. n e expression from his face can tell.. he didint tok much.. bt can tell his mood swing abit.. bt i try to tok alot of lame and crappy things to make him laugh and change his mood.. i may not be able to help him in anything bt at least can make him smile.. jus don feel gd when i see him put on a sour face... haha i also dono y i feel tat way sia... mayb i cant be wit him anymore so hope to see him live happily bah.. (",)

hmm 2paper has gone.. didnt do well for A&P.. last min den finish up e 1st ques bt also didnt write much... was a bit down lor.. and also due to my eyes tat over e wk didnt really study.. my eyes gt prob again.. dono isit last time e accident.. haiz.. tdy..store mgt was quite ok.. aiming for an A bt dono can anot..keke..

nth much to update.. jus hope everything will fine... and cont to work hard for 2 more papers.. keke.. as for jereko.. he has call mi once bt didnt tok much.. hope he enjoying himself there and faster come back.. lol...

Morn.. mOrn.. have not been sleeping well tis 2 days.. haiz.. it seems there are probs all over sia.. oh ya.. wed.. was teck birthday.. we went to pasir ris park to have steamboat.. although the place is abit deserted bt den we do enjoy there.. the foods.. drinks.. most impt is the gathering.. have lots of jokes.. fun .. laughter.. and our dear teck 4ever nt full de lor.. haha.. was a nice gathering and soon i left early to go meet boy.. haiz... we had a big fight at home.. he started his ridicious statement by saying y i always meet my ex... and den we started arguing abt ex's... i told him cos he has been lying to mi and i have been quiet for a period of time.. when i confronted him.. he stil cont to lie to mi... tats something i really cant understand.. tats y i still seeing my ex. Argument was cont til.. he started to raise voice and throw things... i was dame scare lah.. n all !#@#@#@ words come out til i left the house... he keep calling mi n mesing mi bt i jus ignore... jus find it so stupid to argue wit him... den @ last i reach home.. he keep calling and end up toking to mi nicely.. bt den his temper arose again... i was too tired and sian to aruge back so kept quiet... til i fall alsleep..haha...

den yest morn... he mes mi n sae i win liao lah.. fall asleep also nev sae.. he was dame angry..lol.. we didnt contact e whole day til late evening.. he sms mi and sae.. tdy i no nd to send him off to e airport.. he wan to take tis period of time to tink over abt e prob we have and come up wit an ans when he is back.. as for mi.. i have a negative feeling lor.. bt den it is not my 1st time such ting happen to mi.. i am used to liao... even he decide to break.. i'm fine with it.. wat can i do?? i don force ppl to stay... in e nite.. he sms mi sae he going drink wit frens.. (let him be lor)... den later his fren call mi n sae he was drunk as he keep drinking non-stop.. and ask mi whether i shld come down n see him.. i tink over long and make my way down.. alex send us home.. den i put him to bed lor... e worst part is he keep vomiting and i have to clean him up... yucks!!! aRgh!!!

people always sae drunken ppl will tok the truth that kept in their heart.. i believe in tat... n he really did say something lah.. he keep saying tat y he treat mi soo gd.. give mi freedom.. bt y i like to compare him wit my ex and GW.. he always keep quite bt deep inside was nt happy... (for normal ppl, mostly all very touch.. bt i felt nth) does it mean tat i don love him?? Is not lor.. maybe i didnt give him a chance to stand in my heart.. cos he is sitll nt e one i wan or can replace GW in my heart.. he is a gd catch and i trying to open my heart bt den.. i also dono...

boy boy.. is leaving tdy to japan and korean.. is 3 weeks only bt it seems like i going to miss him.. e other time he went HK i stil ok lor.. haha.. bt for sure he wont leave mi.. cos tis morn we have clear tings up.. i told him wat he sae yest.. and he was soo pai seh lah.. haha.. he also felt bad tat he yest was so drunk... well... i really hope time can prove alot of things lor...

meantime.. nw is exam time.. sian ant term sem is coming... hope i faster finish my studies and out to the working world soon... k lah.. gt to study b4 sending him off... update when free.... hehe

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tdy after A&P lect... gt 3hrs break.. so we deicided to go IKEA to have lunch... zaki also join us..lol.. yummy yummy.. e food not bad lor.. bt e place was dame packed lah.. early morn ard 1115am.. e Q was dame long sia... after makan we went shop shop n took many pics..


after shop shop @ IKEA.. we took cab back to sch for presentation.. e.one seems to be nervous bt den in e end e.ting was ok ok.. we also took many many pics again.. tdy is our mood for pics.. lol...

tdy @ sch was dame boring.. as thought don have sch lah.. come for 20 min lect.. n read all e rubbish of dono wat FM to study.. den went for stupid tut.. sit there n chat.. den waited for someone to consult proj.. waited for 2hrs plus bt see us for 5mins.. always like tat de lor.. wasting ppl time.. so angry lah... bt in between waiting.. we took pics.. lol... after consult..

i & wati went shopping.. i finally bought my shoe.. which i quite like lor.. cost me $29.90.. bt worth it.. haha.. hmm@ nite meet boy awhile.. see him eat den chat awhile den went home lor.. dono y i gt a bad feeling lor... it seems tat we suddenly gt nth to tok.. all is abt his work n frens n his coming trip to korean and japan... haiz.. he is leaving mi alone in sg during Christmas and New Year.. all alone by myself... all frens are occupied with family and partners gathering.. haiz.. mayb i shld go work.. can earn $$ and have fun @ e same time.. lol... haiz...