fisherman again

after a hard day @ work... went to shi hm n do proj lor.. do til quite late.. drank some matel @ shi hm... e mixture was dame thick lah.. dono isit i noise block tats y nev really add mixture.. haha.. den meet judy for drinks again @ fisherman.. reach there quite early... well is been a long time we 3 have a great fun n spending e time 2gather.. last time used to club.. bt nw go relax place.. haha.. was quite fun wit all e stupid stories and jokes.. tat nite judy voimited like hell lor.. non-stop sia.. tink she also don feel well bah... we call UNCLE come fetch us.. b4 leaving.. we took many pic.. all e drunke gers.. haha.. quite funny lor.. bt i really enjoy..

tdy, went out with sally to bugis.. shop shop..den later onz went to meet judy.. she lately also not very happy wit work... tink too many ting happen for her.. @ nite we went to fisherman village.. a place i long time nev go liao..haha.. missed the palce alot meh...

hmm we call bucket hennike.. n food... her fav chicken chop n my chicken nuggets.. have a gd time wit them... cos long time nev relax tat shoik... drank quite alot.. bt den no tat DRUNK.. haha... left there ard 1plus am.. den meet chris @ kopitiam.. company him chat n drink... well jus feel that having his company remind mi e past.. where we used to go.. haiz.. bt its all over.. we are gd frens nw.. n we will remain like tis til e end.. haha...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO THAT SPECIAL U!!

Happy Birthday To U!! GW!! is ant year that i don have the chance to celebrate your birthday but no matter how i stil rem... haha.. haiz.. u been MIA soo long liao.. since 5dec2004 til now.. haiz.. nowhere to be found... n i try all ways to track u bt empty handed. wonder how have u been??? wonder wru nw?? wonder are u stil in sg or japan?? wonder y u jus mia like tis??

all e wonders!!! many ppl sae i am silly to wait cos he is no where to be found.. well i have try to give up.. bt is like useless.. cos noone really can replace him in my heart... actually theres a guy can really make mi fall into r.s again bt den....he................ again.. haiz...

somehow, somewhere, i stil hope i get ant chance to see gw again.... as long as he is doing well and happy wit his life.. i contented liao... i will always rem n treasure e moments we had 2gather... :)

FeeliNg LoSt

Lately, have not been in e mood... haiz.. jus don understand e.tings happen @ a go... prob come one after another... how i wish i can don bother and do watever i like... bt den in e end i stil have to face e music... jus feel tat watever i do is not smooth lor... been feel very very very down...

starting from work... did not work bugis liao.. less one income.. haiz... hotel life is fun bt boring sometimes... 2nd.. been throw temper @ frens.. cos they really pissed mi off til i cant control my temper.. have not been tat HOT for so long.. e.ting seems like i been doing.. wat to do cos of proj.. wish to get gd grades have to REN.. felt quite sad after had a big argument wit them.... was really sad lor.. til i really lost of words.. den next.. personal prob.. something happen @ home.. haiz.. dono wat to do sia.. den bf!!! haiz.. got lots of prob.. he stil add more.. bt i was ok.. as he dono wats going on..

well, have been facing soo much prob recently.. really cant breath liao.. tink of alot of ways to be happy bt den,, deep inside quite messy... have been torturing myself e.nite.. my habit come back again... is soo painful lor.. bt i couldnt help bt doing that to ease my pain... haha...

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