tdy.. went out with andy, marcus and sham.. went shopping and den went to ridwan house... den after tat went to meet chris.. bt den wehn i reach PR.. he sae he need to rush for a meeting last min n meet mi after tat.. so went to tamp meet sally.. have long john silver for dinner and walk e pasamalam.. bought some things... den saw SIS.. was dame piss of with her.. she made mi took off e branded watch in front of my n her frens.. she jus don wan me to wear as i wil spoilt it.. i was nt tat angry bt den sad as y she treat mi like tis.. as her own sis she can be like tis.. when she coming back to sg.. nev have any excitment.. cos gt her anot doesnt make a diff...jus like my family too...

i used to live in my own world... i cant be bother with anything... give up everything.. dono wat else to do... dame tired... sick of everything... as for dear.. i dono shld i carry on when he is back.. suddenly i jus feel like being alone... dono y... i admit i admire alot of ppl.. bt den i don wish to hurt anyone.. i rather hurt myself... ........... .......... .......... ........... ............... ............. ...................