Morn.. mOrn.. have not been sleeping well tis 2 days.. haiz.. it seems there are probs all over sia.. oh ya.. wed.. was teck birthday.. we went to pasir ris park to have steamboat.. although the place is abit deserted bt den we do enjoy there.. the foods.. drinks.. most impt is the gathering.. have lots of jokes.. fun .. laughter.. and our dear teck 4ever nt full de lor.. haha.. was a nice gathering and soon i left early to go meet boy.. haiz... we had a big fight at home.. he started his ridicious statement by saying y i always meet my ex... and den we started arguing abt ex's... i told him cos he has been lying to mi and i have been quiet for a period of time.. when i confronted him.. he stil cont to lie to mi... tats something i really cant understand.. tats y i still seeing my ex. Argument was cont til.. he started to raise voice and throw things... i was dame scare lah.. n all !#@#@#@ words come out til i left the house... he keep calling mi n mesing mi bt i jus ignore... jus find it so stupid to argue wit him... den @ last i reach home.. he keep calling and end up toking to mi nicely.. bt den his temper arose again... i was too tired and sian to aruge back so kept quiet... til i fall alsleep..haha...

den yest morn... he mes mi n sae i win liao lah.. fall asleep also nev sae.. he was dame angry..lol.. we didnt contact e whole day til late evening.. he sms mi and sae.. tdy i no nd to send him off to e airport.. he wan to take tis period of time to tink over abt e prob we have and come up wit an ans when he is back.. as for mi.. i have a negative feeling lor.. bt den it is not my 1st time such ting happen to mi.. i am used to liao... even he decide to break.. i'm fine with it.. wat can i do?? i don force ppl to stay... in e nite.. he sms mi sae he going drink wit frens.. (let him be lor)... den later his fren call mi n sae he was drunk as he keep drinking non-stop.. and ask mi whether i shld come down n see him.. i tink over long and make my way down.. alex send us home.. den i put him to bed lor... e worst part is he keep vomiting and i have to clean him up... yucks!!! aRgh!!!

people always sae drunken ppl will tok the truth that kept in their heart.. i believe in tat... n he really did say something lah.. he keep saying tat y he treat mi soo gd.. give mi freedom.. bt y i like to compare him wit my ex and GW.. he always keep quite bt deep inside was nt happy... (for normal ppl, mostly all very touch.. bt i felt nth) does it mean tat i don love him?? Is not lor.. maybe i didnt give him a chance to stand in my heart.. cos he is sitll nt e one i wan or can replace GW in my heart.. he is a gd catch and i trying to open my heart bt den.. i also dono...

boy boy.. is leaving tdy to japan and korean.. is 3 weeks only bt it seems like i going to miss him.. e other time he went HK i stil ok lor.. haha.. bt for sure he wont leave mi.. cos tis morn we have clear tings up.. i told him wat he sae yest.. and he was soo pai seh lah.. haha.. he also felt bad tat he yest was so drunk... well... i really hope time can prove alot of things lor...

meantime.. nw is exam time.. sian ant term sem is coming... hope i faster finish my studies and out to the working world soon... k lah.. gt to study b4 sending him off... update when free.... hehe

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