yest after work wanted to meet chris bt den after tat nev lor.. den boy boy call mi n sae wan to meet.. den went over his fren house watch vcd den end up went over to boy house play majong.. we had a big arugement cos i wanted to end tis r.s.. he ask mi y??? i sae i tired of being trapped in a r.s cos of his long term r.s wit his ex.. she has been calling n mesing him like siao n he jus ignore it lor.. i told him tis case doesnt settle things wont work out well... den he sae he had told her don bother to contact him cos they are impossible anymore.. n he have mi now.. bt den if she cont like tis.. i don feel gd lor... we end up shouting n screaming lah.. den he don let mi home sia.. WTH lah...

in e end he ask for ant chance... he sae he need time to settle e.ting wit her.. bt can i trust him??? they been 2gather for 4 yrs n nearly get marry leh... haha... y such tings always happen to mi sia... haiz.. i reliaze he beoming more like gw bt i noe he 4ever cant replace gw in my heart...

tink he began to like mi alot.. cos of his every little things he do for mi... 1st he has stopped speeding on e road.. stop going for race in malaysia.... 2nd he rented a flat near my area where he gt a nice house to stay.. 3rd he went to buy e cute pillow i wanted to put in his car.. 4th he brought mi to new asia bar e other day.. which is a place i like very much.. 5th he bought mi a diamond ring which i rejected... 6th he make e effort to send mi home after work lately.. 7th he stop going clubbing lately too... all tis happen when i start to treat him very cold... within 2 wks he change his ways.... all becos of mi.... to a normal ger is touch...bt to mi... is orh...so....!!! haha...

really dono shld i cont or not... very sian & tired... soo many ting happen... tired @ work... tired in him... tired abt sch.. stress on sch fee... stress in family...stress in frens.. n sad over many incident... life have nev really be gd for mi tis past yrs.... wat shld i do?????????????????