where have u been??? its been a long long time since i last heard abt u... suddenly i jus tht of u... its been 2yrs tat i last saw u... i tried my very best to get u out of my life bt somehw i cant do tat... cos deep down in my heart u always there... i dono wat to do??? how to cont?? how to survive?? how to let go?? how to accept?? is painful to have question mark all over my head...is hurtful that i cant find u.... is stressful to tink where are u???

when i chose to be wit Cxxxx, i have tried to put u aside liao...i was happy to be wit him and tht he might slowly push u aside bt den things jus happen & til nw i also dono y i n him end up... ???? after tat i wasnt living very gd... bt i manage to pick myself up n cont my path... bt i noe no matter wat happen GW always lives in mi... really felt very terrible...

jus now i heard a song which u sang to mi b4... all of a sudden memories of us jus flash across my mind... it was sooo sweet to recall bt it vanish in a split second... e shadow of u has slwoly disappearing away bt whether is it a gd thing, i dono.... i really hope to see u again... whether we can be 2gather again.. it doesnt matter anymore... i hope u stil in sg instead of japan... cos if u chose to stay there, e chance is 0%... i really hope to see u again.... have alot of things to tell u.....

anyway i will always rem e times we had 2gather n e little surprise u gave mi... thanks alot..... really miss u alot..........................