haiz.... tdy was nt really a gd day for mi lor... haiz.... tis morn boy call mi and told mi he view my frenster cos soooo happen his collegue was viewing my profile cos he is my fren (marcus).. den he saw all e pic and was nt happy abt it cos i stil left gw pic inside... den we argue abt it lor... bt i didnt explain much cos i dono wat else to sae.. lol... den went to sch ard 3plus for comm skills.. wow kao dono WTH e teacher toking abt lor... doing those stupid online discussion... haiz.. after lesson went home lor... den actually gt meet boy de bt den something happen tat make my mood low moral....

qiwei mother call mi n told mi he left a sum of money for mi.. n e bank wan mi to go n clarify myself... e sum of $$ is a huge amt lor... which i was dame shock lah.... den his mom also told mi tat he left a letter for mi.... after putting down e phone.. i had a bad feeling tat his death is not accident bt is plan out well.. or else y gt $$ n letter for mi... dono y i jus burst into tears n told alex abt it.... he also shock lor.. tat qiwei gt extra saving... haha.. i really dare nt read e letter cos i scare i noe e truth n i cant take it....

actually i really very sad cos we have been very closed fren for sooo long and somehw he was attracted to mi.. bt we nev be 2gather b4 cos we draw a line tat we are pure frens... as his close fren and see him passed away ... i really cannot take it.... oh ya.. alex told mi tat bitch went to report police abt e incident... haha.. bt dono wats going onz... bt they promise mi that they wont let mi get involove cos nt my prob... i hope e.ting will turn out well...

as for mi n boy... e.ting has been settle... i told him i will give him ant chance... mayb becos i need someone to hear my sorrows bah.... i have no one to turn to liao.... alot of things has happen recently... i really cannot take it or breath.... i scare i will go into depression again..... its quite scary....
e heart beat stops ~^^~~~^^^~~~~~^^^^~~~~~~~^^^^~~~~~~^^^........................