tats e end!!!

tdy after sch, went shi home lor.. stay til quite late.. do proj, company her.. haha...
den went home.. as i was leaving.. my bf bro called mi.. n come n pick mi up.. on e way we did tok alot.. n he told mi my bf wit his frens @ bugis.. haha.. to my disappointment.. he lied to mi.. i dame sian liao..

i sms him where is he.. he told mi he @ hm.. bt den i found out he is outside.. he lie to mi cos tat ger is there.. he don wan mi to be angry as he promise he wont be there if e ger come.. bt den.. wat can i do.. STOP him??? no no.. i don control ppl life.. so vice versa.. bt y he lie??? we had a big argumet.. n i decieded to end.. i jus feel very pressure lor... soo many tings have happen to mi.. n i cant able to cope.. hope tats someone there for mi... bt den tis happen...

i nev depend on anyone b4.. bt den tis time i jus cant stand anymore.. been falling down soo many times.. try to stand up bt den is like useless... i also dono y.. how long can i stil cope... i hope e.,ting will be smooth sooon... so i can relax.... how i wish i can jus end here.. so i no need to carry such a heavy burden... have cont to torture myself again... i dono y tis happen again... since sec.. i been doing tat.. whenever i not happy.. torturing is e best medicine.. haha.. tink i going crazy.. i try i try to stop... stop... stop... stop....