Tuesday, July 04, 2006

FeeliNg LoSt

Lately, have not been in e mood... haiz.. jus don understand e.tings happen @ a go... prob come one after another... how i wish i can don bother and do watever i like... bt den in e end i stil have to face e music... jus feel tat watever i do is not smooth lor... been feel very very very down...

starting from work... did not work bugis liao.. less one income.. haiz... hotel life is fun bt boring sometimes... 2nd.. been throw temper @ frens.. cos they really pissed mi off til i cant control my temper.. have not been tat HOT for so long.. e.ting seems like i been doing.. wat to do cos of proj.. wish to get gd grades have to REN.. felt quite sad after had a big argument wit them.... was really sad lor.. til i really lost of words.. den next.. personal prob.. something happen @ home.. haiz.. dono wat to do sia.. den bf!!! haiz.. got lots of prob.. he stil add more.. bt i was ok.. as he dono wats going on..

well, have been facing soo much prob recently.. really cant breath liao.. tink of alot of ways to be happy bt den,, deep inside quite messy... have been torturing myself e.nite.. my habit come back again... is soo painful lor.. bt i couldnt help bt doing that to ease my pain... haha...

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